Thinking of you all for your milestones, appointments and waiting. . Not much new here...had a fee rough days seeing what felt like a million bumps.. Most of my stress at the moment are my munchkins..Their mother has made some decisions lately and pretty well disregarded my SO as if he is not their dad...it just breaks my heart...
anyway on top of that I think I will o whole I am out of town for the Army next weekend so I am pretty well counting out this cycle..The only saving grace is that I think my cycle has reverted back to 28 days instead of the 32 I had post d&c...crossing my fingers that it shifts o to the left a few days.
Please know that I do realize that I have not experienced nearly what any of you have.. i am sorry if it ever comes across as anything. . I can manage my feelings most of the time but every once in awhile I have to talk myself down from a nervous breakdown. Thank you for always supporting and letting me vent. I wish I had more support or advice to offer..The support you all provide is wonderful and I thank you! !
Hi there! My name is Jen. I intro'd on the main page already but figured I'd intro here as well A little about myself: we tried for 2.5 years before conceiving Emma. We had two losses before her. She was due on July 7th but came June 3rd instead Due to several factors, we are trying for #2 already and are on Femara as we speak. Actually day 3 of femara….. We were on meds the entire 2.5 years as well so FX that we have a rainbow sibling sooner rather than later. Also, DD is only 10 months so I took out her pic from my siggy. The last thing I would want would be to cause anyone pain on their journey. I look forward to getting to know you all
@mkc5869 - I'm glad that your temp is looking more normal!
@KJsbabe - I'm glad that you're doing some testing and I hope you get some answers soon.
@pinksandbermuda - It's nice to have a plan! I hope the testing is going well.
@sergeantb44 - I hope that your body decides to be nice and either O early or late so you can be home. Sorry to hear about your munchkins' mother and I hope things can get worked out.
@TMaggie0424 - I hope that DH sticks to his promise. Good luck!
@MikeandJen448 - Welcome! I can't thank you enough for being sensitive about your LO's pic. It means a lot! I hope that the Femara works for you soon. Are you seeing an RE?
@fallfever - Yes, went and donated my blood this AM. I don't have high hopes as I've had about 4 negative tests already. Just feeling defeated.
TTC #3 since 8/2012 DX Endometriosis 2/2002 (lost left tube due to a cyst), PCOS 6/2010 BFP - 10/18/2012, EDD - 6/26/2013, Baby Girl lost at 22 weeks (T21), D&E 2/15/2013 BFP - 4/23/2014, EDD - 1/2/2015 Twin Boys lost at 12 weeks, M/C 6/25/2014 My charthereAll ALers welcome!
Thanks to all of you that were pulling for me, but it's negative. Switching up meds and trying again I guess.
TTC #3 since 8/2012 DX Endometriosis 2/2002 (lost left tube due to a cyst), PCOS 6/2010 BFP - 10/18/2012, EDD - 6/26/2013, Baby Girl lost at 22 weeks (T21), D&E 2/15/2013 BFP - 4/23/2014, EDD - 1/2/2015 Twin Boys lost at 12 weeks, M/C 6/25/2014 My charthereAll ALers welcome!
I got + opks on CD17 and 18, FF changed my CH's yesterday. So I'm now 4 dpo (again) instead of 6dpo. That totally messed with our timing, pisses me off.
QOTW: I loved between 6 months and 2 years old, that was a really fun time!
"Love is what makes pain bearable." - I love you my Angels.
**All After a Loss Welcome** BFP #1: 6/25/09 EDD 2/13/10 @ 6 weeks- Saw HB @ 9 weeks - DS born 2/11/10 (39w5d) BFP #2: 2/20/13 EDD 11/4/13 - Saw HB 3/19/13 (7w2d) - MMC discovered 4/13/13 (10w5d) - Est. loss @ 9w3d - D&C 4/14/13
BFP #3: 12/19/13 (4 w1d) EDD 8/27/14 - 1/1/14 discovered it was ectopic/ tube had burst/ had surgery to remove tube (@ 6 weeks) BFP #4: 9/10/14 (3w6d) EDD 5/21/15 - natural MC 9/23/14 @ 5w5d BFP #5: 11/23/14 (3w3d) EDD 8/4/15 - Please be our Rainbow!
@rmpar29, I'm sorry. I hope next cycle is yours!!!! ((hugs))
As soon as I saw you, I knew an adventure was going to happen - Winnie the Pooh Married 8/22/09 Pregnancy 1- EDD 11/21/10 NMC @ 6 weeks Pregnancy 2 - Rainbow DS born 1/15/11 Pregnancy 3 - EDD 5/2/14 NMC @ 6 weeks 9/4/13 Pregnancy 4 - EDD 6/11/14 BO @ 9 weeks D&C 11/8/13 AF arrived 12/18/13 BENCH IS BURNED 2/2014 TTA until May/June WOW!!! I'm pregnant!!! BFP 6/8/14 Rainbow on the way EDD 2/14/15
If there ever comes a day where we can't be together, keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever - Winnie the Pooh
Thanks ladies for all of the (((HUGS))). We are adding another medicine to the mix to help with some low E2 numbers that I had last cycle. I'm worried that it's majorly going to screw up the stimming, but it's just going to be a trial-and-error approach. We are switching out one of the other meds too, so we shall see what happens. I just need to get started again so I can move past this.
I really appreciate all of you that have followed up with me and given me encouragement. It helps so much to know that others care!
TTC #3 since 8/2012 DX Endometriosis 2/2002 (lost left tube due to a cyst), PCOS 6/2010 BFP - 10/18/2012, EDD - 6/26/2013, Baby Girl lost at 22 weeks (T21), D&E 2/15/2013 BFP - 4/23/2014, EDD - 1/2/2015 Twin Boys lost at 12 weeks, M/C 6/25/2014 My charthereAll ALers welcome!
IVF #1, Stimmed for 12 days, ER 8/22/14, 9 retrieved, 7M, 7F!! Freeze all due to fluid in uterus.
FET end of October 2014 cancelled due to fluid in uterus due to possible c-scar defect
Surgery scheduled 12/12/14 to fix possible isthmocele
3/26/15 transferred one 8 cell grade 4 embryo and one 6 cell grade 3 embryo = slow rising betas for 2+ weeks = ectopic MTX shot 4/29/15
Repeat c-scar surgery June 2015
2nd and last IVF cycle August 2015, stimmed for 12 days, 2 egg retrieved, both mature and both fertilized. Transferred both 8-cell embryos on Day 3, beta 9/5/15 = BFFN
I've been on a bit of a self-imposed bump break because I was feeling rather negative and like I wasn't in a place to contribute positively here and on TTCAL.
BFP: 12/20/13 EDD: 08/23/14 (discovered m/c at 8w5d)
BFP: 09/22/14 EDD: 06/06/15 (hoping for our rainbow)
Re: TTC a Rainbow Sibling Check-In
Dx: Me: Recurrent Pregnancy Loss; DH: Low Morphology (2%)
BFP#1: MC 3/1/11 at 6w1d - EDD 10/21/11
BFP#3: MC 2/8/14 at 4w5d - EDD 10/13/14
BFP#6: CP 11/6/14 at 4w2d - EDD 7/14/15
IVF #1 with ICSI & PGS: May/June 2015, ER 6/3/15, 17R/17M/15F
IVF #2 with ICSI & PGS: July 2015, ER 7/16/15, 16R/11M/9F
PGS results = 6 normal embryos (4 boys, 2 girls)
FET 9/23/15 = BFFN
Thinking of you all for your milestones, appointments and waiting. . Not much new here...had a fee rough days seeing what felt like a million bumps.. Most of my stress at the moment are my munchkins..Their mother has made some decisions lately and pretty well disregarded my SO as if he is not their dad...it just breaks my heart...
anyway on top of that I think I will o whole I am out of town for the Army next weekend so I am pretty well counting out this cycle..The only saving grace is that I think my cycle has reverted back to 28 days instead of the 32 I had post d&c...crossing my fingers that it shifts o to the left a few days.
Please know that I do realize that I have not experienced nearly what any of you have.. i am sorry if it ever comes across as anything. . I can manage my feelings most of the time but every once in awhile I have to talk myself down from a nervous breakdown. Thank you for always supporting and letting me vent. I wish I had more support or advice to offer..The support you all provide is wonderful and I thank you! !
TTC #1 since 5/2010 dx: annovulatory
RLP: 2/2012: normal HSG 3/2012: normal
BFP #1 7/20/11 M/C 7/25/11. BFP #2 11/29/11 M/C 12/21/11
I have two angel babies that I will see again one day
BFP #3 10/27/12 EDD: 7/6/13
Baby Emma arrived at 35 weeks by surprise on June 3rd, 2013!!
BFP #4: 5/23/14 EDD: 1/30/15 Emma's gonna be a big sister!
Beta #1 19DPO: 213 Beta #2 21DPO: 674
Dx: Me: Recurrent Pregnancy Loss; DH: Low Morphology (2%)
BFP#1: MC 3/1/11 at 6w1d - EDD 10/21/11
BFP#3: MC 2/8/14 at 4w5d - EDD 10/13/14
BFP#6: CP 11/6/14 at 4w2d - EDD 7/14/15
IVF #1 with ICSI & PGS: May/June 2015, ER 6/3/15, 17R/17M/15F
IVF #2 with ICSI & PGS: July 2015, ER 7/16/15, 16R/11M/9F
PGS results = 6 normal embryos (4 boys, 2 girls)
FET 9/23/15 = BFFN
TTC #1 since 5/2010 dx: annovulatory
RLP: 2/2012: normal HSG 3/2012: normal
BFP #1 7/20/11 M/C 7/25/11. BFP #2 11/29/11 M/C 12/21/11
I have two angel babies that I will see again one day
BFP #3 10/27/12 EDD: 7/6/13
Baby Emma arrived at 35 weeks by surprise on June 3rd, 2013!!
BFP #4: 5/23/14 EDD: 1/30/15 Emma's gonna be a big sister!
Beta #1 19DPO: 213 Beta #2 21DPO: 674
@KJsbabe - I'm glad that you're doing some testing and I hope you get some answers soon.
@pinksandbermuda - It's nice to have a plan! I hope the testing is going well.
@sergeantb44 - I hope that your body decides to be nice and either O early or late so you can be home. Sorry to hear about your munchkins' mother and I hope things can get worked out.
@TMaggie0424 - I hope that DH sticks to his promise. Good luck!
@MikeandJen448 - Welcome! I can't thank you enough for being sensitive about your LO's pic. It means a lot! I hope that the Femara works for you soon. Are you seeing an RE?
@fallfever - Yes, went and donated my blood this AM. I don't have high hopes as I've had about 4 negative tests already. Just feeling defeated.
DX Endometriosis 2/2002 (lost left tube due to a cyst), PCOS 6/2010
BFP - 10/18/2012, EDD - 6/26/2013, Baby Girl lost at 22 weeks (T21), D&E 2/15/2013
BFP - 4/23/2014, EDD - 1/2/2015 Twin Boys lost at 12 weeks, M/C 6/25/2014
My chart here All ALers welcome!
DX Endometriosis 2/2002 (lost left tube due to a cyst), PCOS 6/2010
BFP - 10/18/2012, EDD - 6/26/2013, Baby Girl lost at 22 weeks (T21), D&E 2/15/2013
BFP - 4/23/2014, EDD - 1/2/2015 Twin Boys lost at 12 weeks, M/C 6/25/2014
My chart here All ALers welcome!
I got + opks on CD17 and 18, FF changed my CH's yesterday. So I'm now 4 dpo (again) instead of 6dpo. That totally messed with our timing, pisses me off.
QOTW: I loved between 6 months and 2 years old, that was a really fun time!
BFP #1: 6/25/09 EDD 2/13/10 @ 6 weeks- Saw HB @ 9 weeks - DS born 2/11/10 (39w5d)
BFP #2: 2/20/13 EDD 11/4/13 - Saw HB 3/19/13 (7w2d) - MMC discovered 4/13/13 (10w5d) - Est. loss @ 9w3d - D&C 4/14/13
BFP #4: 9/10/14 (3w6d) EDD 5/21/15 - natural MC 9/23/14 @ 5w5d
BFP #5: 11/23/14 (3w3d) EDD 8/4/15 - Please be our Rainbow!
As soon as I saw you, I knew an adventure was going to happen - Winnie the Pooh
Married 8/22/09
Pregnancy 1- EDD 11/21/10 NMC @ 6 weeks
Pregnancy 2 - Rainbow DS born 1/15/11
Pregnancy 3 - EDD 5/2/14 NMC @ 6 weeks 9/4/13
Pregnancy 4 - EDD 6/11/14 BO @ 9 weeks D&C 11/8/13
AF arrived 12/18/13
BENCH IS BURNED 2/2014
TTA until May/June
WOW!!! I'm pregnant!!! BFP 6/8/14 Rainbow on the way EDD 2/14/15
Winnie the Pooh
I really appreciate all of you that have followed up with me and given me encouragement. It helps so much to know that others care!
DX Endometriosis 2/2002 (lost left tube due to a cyst), PCOS 6/2010
BFP - 10/18/2012, EDD - 6/26/2013, Baby Girl lost at 22 weeks (T21), D&E 2/15/2013
BFP - 4/23/2014, EDD - 1/2/2015 Twin Boys lost at 12 weeks, M/C 6/25/2014
My chart here All ALers welcome!
TTC #3 since June 2013
BFP #1 7/21/2013--EDD 3/30/14--D&C 9/24/13
BFP #2 1/28/14--MC 2/7/14
IUI #1 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
IUI #2 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
IUI #3 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
I don't know that I agree with FF on CD19 as O date... I think CD18 is very likely. When did you test your OPKs? In the afternoon?
I've been on a bit of a self-imposed bump break because I was feeling rather negative and like I wasn't in a place to contribute positively here and on TTCAL.
Around that time I was doing them morning and afternoon.
BFP #1: 6/25/09 EDD 2/13/10 @ 6 weeks- Saw HB @ 9 weeks - DS born 2/11/10 (39w5d)
BFP #2: 2/20/13 EDD 11/4/13 - Saw HB 3/19/13 (7w2d) - MMC discovered 4/13/13 (10w5d) - Est. loss @ 9w3d - D&C 4/14/13
BFP #4: 9/10/14 (3w6d) EDD 5/21/15 - natural MC 9/23/14 @ 5w5d
BFP #5: 11/23/14 (3w3d) EDD 8/4/15 - Please be our Rainbow!
Hmmm. OPKs aren't my strong point... I wish I could be more helpful.
:-/