So, I'm pretty certain what I'm feeling is normal, but I also feel like no one has the time of patience for it. We learned of our baby's death Monday and I just had the D&C Wednesday. I've been crying on and off, but doing pretty well all things considered, I think. However, my 9 year old daughter is already asking if I'm done crying yet. My husband, although supportive and not saying it, I believe would also prefer I be ready to be normal again.
Today I thought I was making more progress, but I guess not. I'm physically sore and on my last nerve. I dropped something on my foot and just lost it, sobbing. I am so sad and so angry that I don't even know what to do with myself. The poor dog just got smacked on the nose just for coming by me. I am a wreck.
I've been off work all week and the plan is for me to go back Monday. I'm not sure I'm ready, but I also don't want to just sit here any more either! Ugh! I just want some semblance of normal back!