Breastfeeding

Today is THE WORST day

So I miscarried for the 2nd time night/this morning. I was going to go in for a D&C Friday but my body had other plans. After trying to pass naturally at home I was rushed to the ER for emergency surgery because of blood loss.

As if losing our baby (again) wasn't bad enough I am currently breastfeeding my 13 month old and because I was put on so much medication I can't nurse him until 10:00 tonight. He is EBF (but does eat solids) and I am home stuck in my room so he can't see me because every time he sees me he tries to nurse and throws a fit and won't calm down. So I am essentially hiding from him.

I hate today. Everything about today. It's so hard to hear my son cry for me and there is nothing I can do for him but ignore him. I want nothing more than to hold him in my arms. Crying...

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