I never thought that I would want to be a SAHM. I've always been dedicated to my work outside the home and it has always been a huge source of pride in my life. While I could have the same pride being a mom, I always imagined that I would want something else aside from my most important job as a mother. I was wrong. If given the chance today, I would stay home in a heartbeat! I have about 5 weeks left of leave and I am already stressing about going back. Daycare is not an issue. My DH is going to be a SATD. This is a far better option than daycare, without a doubt, but there is a side of me that is jealous that he will have this time with her and I will not. Logically, this is the best situation. Emotionally, it is taking a toll. I know I must sound like a piece of work, being jealous of my own husband. I am just not ready to leave her. Any others out there with SAHDs or any other ideas on how to make my back to work adjustment easier? Thanks!
Can't figure out the signature thing, so here's the short, short version.....first daughter born on November 10, 2013. She was conceived through the magic of IVF after 2+ years of TTC.
Re: Dread going back to work!
Unexplained IF/RPL
TTC#1 2003 BFNs, 2004-2009 5 angels above
2010 IVF-PGS-FET#1, DD b. Aug-2011
TTC#2 2012 BFNs, 2013 FET#2, DS b. Nov-2013
TTC#3 2015 BFNs, FET#3 (my 6th and last angel above)
Journey Complete.
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