try this again...(bfp)

ArmyWife0623 · December 2013

Hey ladies, i am cautiously posting, but here it is. the past few weeks have been rough, getting through the holidays. I should have been in 2nd tri, but instead i was having random breakdowns ever since my loss. But had to pick myself up, and move forward. I woke up christmas morning after having an amazing dream of POAS and getting blazing lines. That night was a BFN. 2 days later, on the 27th, i decided to POAS again, and there it was. . .

Cycle/month: 8 months for first bfp in oct. (ended in mc) 2 AL

what we did: -5, -2, PNV, and temping

how i told dh: i tested the morning after drinking my face off, got a BFP. i went and sat on the couch and dh was sitting next to me. i didnt know if i should tell him right away or wait a day or 2 to get a couple more BFPs. my heart started pounding so i had to tell him. what did i do? i pulled out my cell and texted him even though he was right next to me. "i think we might be pregnant again'' he asked how i knew, so i told him i POAS. we are cautiously happy, but both terrified of another loss, so we are taking one day at a time. Trying not to get to excited, too soon. I told one good friend, and thats it till 2nd tri. (not making that mistake again of telling to early)

EDD: September 9 (by ovulation) September 11 by LMP

(i am going by Sept. 9 unless it changes by dating u/s.)

symptoms: peeing non stop, tired, insane appetite, sinus' are all congested but i've been sick the day after O'ing, random bouts of nausea, and crazy awesome dreams!! (i fooled around with dwayne johnson!) and last night i swam with a beluga whale!! LOL

mushies: all of you ladies have been amazing! taking me in under your wing, and showing me the way! being there for me after my loss, having such amazing gifs, humor and sarcasm that kept me sane during these crazy times! i will forever be grateful! i wish you all the best,and hope to see you all move on up as well! thank you and squishy bewbie hugs to all!!