"I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I"m still looking up."
TTC #1 since August 2011 MFI Diagnosis - April 2012
IVF #1 - July 2012 - Stims start 7/2, ER 7/12, 20 retrieved, 16 mature, 13 fertilized!
ET - 7/17 - 1 blast transferred. Beta - 7/26 273, Beta 2 7/30 - 1143. Beta 3 8/6 - 11,597
12/25 - Santa tells us "IT'S A GIRL!" EDD - April 4th
Our Little Easter Bunny has arrived!
Molly Mildred born 03/31/13
TTC A Sibling....... FET #1 11/14/14, Transferred one beautiful blast
Remaining four frosties arrested due to "embryologist error"
Plllllleasssee stick little icicle.....Beta 11/23...BFN
Starting ALL over with a fresh IVF cycle
Stims start 11/28/14, ER December 10th, 13 eggs retrieved, 11 mature, only 4 fertilized
1 Blast Transferred on December 15th..... Beta Christmas Eve... Please Santa, bring me a baby!
Beta #1 345.....Beta #2....750/ First U/S 1/13/15/HB 131....EDD 9/2/2015
Re: Friday Confessions.......
"I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I"m still looking up."
TTC #1 since August 2011 MFI Diagnosis - April 2012
IVF #1 - July 2012 - Stims start 7/2, ER 7/12, 20 retrieved, 16 mature, 13 fertilized!
ET - 7/17 - 1 blast transferred. Beta - 7/26 273, Beta 2 7/30 - 1143. Beta 3 8/6 - 11,597
12/25 - Santa tells us "IT'S A GIRL!" EDD - April 4th
Our Little Easter Bunny has arrived!
Molly Mildred born 03/31/13
TTC A Sibling....... FET #1 11/14/14, Transferred one beautiful blast
Remaining four frosties arrested due to "embryologist error"
Plllllleasssee stick little icicle.....Beta 11/23...BFN
Starting ALL over with a fresh IVF cycle
Stims start 11/28/14, ER December 10th, 13 eggs retrieved, 11 mature, only 4 fertilized
1 Blast Transferred on December 15th..... Beta Christmas Eve... Please Santa, bring me a baby!
Beta #1 345.....Beta #2....750/ First U/S 1/13/15/HB 131....EDD 9/2/2015
"I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I"m still looking up."
TTC #1 since August 2011 MFI Diagnosis - April 2012
IVF #1 - July 2012 - Stims start 7/2, ER 7/12, 20 retrieved, 16 mature, 13 fertilized!
ET - 7/17 - 1 blast transferred. Beta - 7/26 273, Beta 2 7/30 - 1143. Beta 3 8/6 - 11,597
12/25 - Santa tells us "IT'S A GIRL!" EDD - April 4th
Our Little Easter Bunny has arrived!
Molly Mildred born 03/31/13
TTC A Sibling....... FET #1 11/14/14, Transferred one beautiful blast
Remaining four frosties arrested due to "embryologist error"
Plllllleasssee stick little icicle.....Beta 11/23...BFN
Starting ALL over with a fresh IVF cycle
Stims start 11/28/14, ER December 10th, 13 eggs retrieved, 11 mature, only 4 fertilized
1 Blast Transferred on December 15th..... Beta Christmas Eve... Please Santa, bring me a baby!
Beta #1 345.....Beta #2....750/ First U/S 1/13/15/HB 131....EDD 9/2/2015
I just hope I do remember to toss them when I pack away this size clothing. But knowing myself, I'll miss some. Oops in advance.
Also a member of the markedly unproductive club today at work. I really wish I could have taken some vacation time. Dang maternity leave sucked it all up.
My dad gave me JT tickets for Christmas and I am pumped!!
Oh and I justified keeping my sparkly tiger print tight spandex pants by keeping them with the Halloween costumes... lol.
Over-40 parents...what we lack in vigor, we make up for with cunning.
Thankfully I got a great chunk of Christmas money and I plan on taking each day he's gone to go to my favorite store(s) and buy something little for myself. I need it more than anything. I'm surprised I'm still alive after everything that's been going on!
Yes he's going without me and he's going with.....his dad. He said if I had surgery scheduled he wouldn't go. Well my surgeon is out of the office until January 9th so I cannot schedule until then. Knowing my luck, it will end up emergency and he will be out of the country when it happens. I've been crying all day (secretly) because I don't want him to leave and he knows this but he cannot fathom losing his money. So it's just the kiddo and I. I already feel like death so I am so nervous for him to leave! Not to mention, a ball of nerves and crying mess.
Thanks @Kate_C my mom was going to fly down to help but she's in the process of helping my dad open up his new practice. I could fly up there but honestly, I'm too exhausted and don't have the energy to travel. My sister lives here and she's a saint--she works 40 hours a week but will help as much as possible. My MIL is all lovey dovey with A but gives him back to me in 5 minutes. However, our nanny is amazing and my H told me to utilize her as much as I need to. I had 6 major surgeries from 2009-2010 and I wasn't with my H then so he doesn't understand how big of a deal this is. My H works 60-70 hours a week a "needs a vacation" where I'm basically a single mom and he helps when he can. Thanks for asking, it means a lot to me
ETA: there are no excuses for him and I'm not making them. I would just feel better if I had my H here with me.
I told DH that all I wanted was pajamas. I didn't trust him to get them (on,y because he leaves things to the last minute and then they don't get done or don't get done right). So I ordered myself a pair and told him in advance Santa had sent them. He was offended. I don't really see anything wrong with it. Hahah.
"I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I"m still looking up."
TTC #1 since August 2011 MFI Diagnosis - April 2012
IVF #1 - July 2012 - Stims start 7/2, ER 7/12, 20 retrieved, 16 mature, 13 fertilized!
ET - 7/17 - 1 blast transferred. Beta - 7/26 273, Beta 2 7/30 - 1143. Beta 3 8/6 - 11,597
12/25 - Santa tells us "IT'S A GIRL!" EDD - April 4th
Our Little Easter Bunny has arrived!
Molly Mildred born 03/31/13
TTC A Sibling....... FET #1 11/14/14, Transferred one beautiful blast
Remaining four frosties arrested due to "embryologist error"
Plllllleasssee stick little icicle.....Beta 11/23...BFN
Starting ALL over with a fresh IVF cycle
Stims start 11/28/14, ER December 10th, 13 eggs retrieved, 11 mature, only 4 fertilized
1 Blast Transferred on December 15th..... Beta Christmas Eve... Please Santa, bring me a baby!
Beta #1 345.....Beta #2....750/ First U/S 1/13/15/HB 131....EDD 9/2/2015