I lost my sweet Mama on Sunday night.  She's been on hospice care for a couple of months, so it isn't entirely unexpected, but it was accelerated by a bad fall and broken hip.   Her tired body could not recover from the surgery.   My brother, sister and I were with her when she passed.  It was really the most beautiful, peaceful passing I could have hoped for.    I feel very privileged to have had the opportunity to be with her.  
My doctor's office was nice enough to grant me a peace of mind doppler check yesterday.  After sleeping in hospital chairs for 4 nights and not eating well or drinking much water, I was wanting confirmation that I had not stressed the baby out too much.  All was well.   
I'm speaking at her memorial service on Friday and would appreciate any good vibes you can share that I can hold it together.  It is so important to me that I do this right.  Thank you.
                
                Me-41, Hubby-40.
1st BFP-8/17/12! 
Missed Miscarriage discovered @ 8 week US.  D&C.
2nd BFP-2/13/13! 
Blighted Ovum discovered @ 8 week US. Natural miscarriage.
3rd BFP-5/22/13!  By
early June, progesterone plummeting. 
Another loss. 
August 2013 - started Donor Egg process, but surprise BFP with my own eggs.
Dear Son born 5/28/14
 
        
Re: My Mom
Nora - 10.26.12
Henry - 5.9.14
Me, 26- Normal. DH, 28- Low morphology (2-4%)
August 2013 100mg Clomid+TI=BFP!
Beta #1,2,3=136, 1351, 5328
BFP#3 9-4-13 Benjamin Lee born 4-28-14
BFP#1 - 11/27/09 EDD 8/5/10, DS1 arrived 7/24/10 via emergency c-section.
BFP#2 - 6/18/12 EDD 2/23/13, sweet baby girl born sleeping on 10/4/12 at 19 weeks, 3 days.
BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.
BFP #4 - 8/29/13 EDD 5/12/14, our sweet rainbow, DS2 born 4/29/14 via c-section
BFP#1 5/12/13 EDD 1/10/14 MMC 6/20/13
BFP #2 8/27/13 EDD 5/5/14 **hoping for our rainbow baby** We are TEAM PINK!!!!
NTNP 2009-2012 TTC since 2012:
Jack has handpicked his sibling up there
My blog about IF and loss ... Kate's IF Blog
 
  
2011: FSH 13.3 & E 99; AMH 0.54 2nd FSH 6.2 E 40's AFC: 8
BFP from Clomid/IUI ~ Pre-e and IUGR during pregnancy ~ DS born 9/4/12
Feb./March 2013: AMH less than 0.16 (undectable) and AFC = 4;
BFP from supps ~ DS#2 due May 2014
May 2014 January Siggy Challenge:
1st BFP-8/17/12! Missed Miscarriage discovered @ 8 week US. D&C.
2nd BFP-2/13/13! Blighted Ovum discovered @ 8 week US. Natural miscarriage.
3rd BFP-5/22/13! By early June, progesterone plummeting. Another loss.
August 2013 - started Donor Egg process, but surprise BFP with my own eggs.
Dear Son born 5/28/14