Okay, this is totally self-serving.
@maryannespier I used to be scared of you. I've had so many problems with my on-line under-grad school. I think they're being unreasonable, but I'm nervous I'm just being totally juvenile. So I never vented about them.
Now, though? Well, I'd tell you anything.
Re: FFSC
I have been horrible with the vitamin D drops lately. I think I'm going to put a little calendar on the changing table so I can mark off which day he gets them so it is easier for DH and I to share the duty (right now he leaves it all up to me so we don't double up).
And what if it works out for her?! Have I been doing this all wrong?
This is a lot mixed feelings at 4 am...
Oh yeah, and defiantly scared of internet strangers.
I took home a dessert from thanksgiving just so I could eat it Sunday. That way if I get a migraine DH is home and he can take the baby. Terrible, I know, but it's my favorite thing my grandma makes.
Baby girl #1 7/11/13
Baby girl #2 4/30/15
Baby Boy Due 2/16/19!
FFSC 2: when I compliment BF for doing something well I think of myself as a BF trainer that works with positive reinforcement and feel bad because it seems so calculating. "Good job, BF! You rocked her to sleep when she was screaming without trying to get her to pass out on milk! I will make a point of saying how cool i think that is so you will repeat this in the future!"
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
Baby boy 7.10.13
My other ffsc, I hate when people use analogies to explain basic concepts. Like I don't need an analogy to understand that the healthcare.gov website can't handle all the traffic, but now that they've explained it like a real life traffic jam on a highway....it all makes sense.
I look forward to dh going to work everyday. I love him so much but it feels like he and Alex are always fighting for my attention when he is home and I hate having to chose between them.
Eta: damnit bump! I wasn't done yet!