I'm not in the 2ww yet (only CD9), but I've obvi been reading everyone's updates in the Tuesday post. I've noticed a common theme of being over this 2IF crap and considering being done. This is exactly where I am at, and am actually fairly certain this will be our last medicated IUI cycle. In 2.5yrs when MH finishes residency and we can actually afford IVF, if we still feel the desire to expand our family we'll go down that road. My DDs will be 8 and 6 at that point
I'm just so bitter that the last 2 years have been spent focusing on this when I could/should have been focusing on the kids I already have, kwim? I don't know how well I'll say this, but I'm almost as mad now that 2IF has turned me into this bitter/crabby/jealous person that I wasn't before, as I am mad that I don't have a baby. Like, if I'm not going to have a baby I wish I could go back and not have spent all this time trying so I would be the happier person I was. I know I'm mostly venting, so please feel free to hash out your feelings, too!
Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF
TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation
3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI
BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.
NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015.
RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal.
IVF 1.2 1/22/2014 natural cycle start, AFC 28, 300 gonal f/150menopur.
ER 2/3/15 14R 8M 3F w/ICSI Day 5 transfer on 2/8/15 of one "Grade A+" blast and have TWO frosties!