First a little intro-I'm 30, I live in NC, DH is in the military, we have 2.5 year old boy/girl twins. I used to be a nestie/bumpie regular (military nesties/multiples, etc), but I haven't been on much in the last couple years.
I posted here a looong time ago in Jan 2009 when I lost my first pregnancy to a ruptured ectopic. IVF 1 brought us our twins and last month we began FET 1. It worked and despite low/wonky beta's we saw a heartbeat and a perfect little one at 6 weeks. Sadly 2 days later, while taking our littles trunk or treating, I felt a big gush and passed our sweet baby not long after. Its been two days and physically I'm doing ok, but emotionally I'm all over the place. One minute I'm a mess and the next I feel ok. I have been through this before, but it never gets any easier. I have an appointment tomorrow to follow up with a u/s and bloodwork to make sure things are going down.
I hope its ok that I post here.