Last night I was a complete and total whiny, bratty, bitch to my husband. I'm glad I don't star in a reality show, because I would have been ripped to shreds on the message boards afterward.
Here's a list of my transgressions:
1) He bought me tickets to a show I wanted to see and I was so tired from driving home from work that I barely thanked him.
2) He cooked dinner while I sat on the couch and yelled at him about the mess he was making.
3) I whined until he went out and bought me a pint of cookies and cream ice cream. And then I complained that I had a stomachache from eating it all.
4) I begged him to rub my back but then that started to feel terrible so he had to rub my feet. But then THAT started to feel terrible so I forbade him from touching me at all. Until I then needed him to rub my back again. Lather rinse repeat.
5) He went to bed before I did and then I called him from a dead sleep to help me get up off the sofa.
There's no defense for my crimes, but I really did feel like shit last night and it all needed to come out in one spiraling, swirling mass of bitchiness.
I have to beg DH to rub my back and forget about him touching my feet... he did it once... I resent him just a bit for never rubbing or offering to rub them...
IF he ever does offer I say no...because I'm too proud... :P
I feel extremely guilty over this. Ever since being pulled from work at 27w, part of me has been hoping for baby girl to make an early arrival so that i can start planning a return to work and contribute to the household again. I don't know how I can handle another 2 months of no pay.
I should add that I've never wanted her to come any earlier than 36w (which I hit tomorrow) because I'm so frightened that she'll end up in the nicu. I feel so selfish for not fully wanting my babe to make the full 40w.
I’ve been wearing the same sweatpants all week because they are the only sweats that fit and today is
the first day in three weeks that I’ve put on a bra because a friend is coming
over to visit me.
Wait. Are you trying to say there's an amount of time in which you have to change your sweatpants? Uh, oh.
In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11.
Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind
Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me
Missing you tonight, see you again sometime
For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight
I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
Now and Forever
My baby you'll be
We have eaten like crap this past week. We are in the middle of moving and there isn't any fast food resturants around here so peanut butter on a hot dog bun is what my son has eaten for dinner the past 3 nights. I won't be winning any Mom of the Year awards soon.
This!! We have eaten terrible the last couple of weeks because we are in the process of moving and I refused to buy food just to have to move it 200 miles away!! And I don't feel a little bit bad about it, although I am glad to finally be somewhat settled and finally be able to go grocery shopping because eating out is so expensive;)
I've never seen hocus pocus but I tell people I have because I'm so embarrassed that I haven't (especially after being a self dubbed movie buff). So I stayed home today with an entire apple pie in my pajamas to watch it.
I've never seen hocus pocus but I tell people I have because I'm so embarrassed that I haven't (especially after being a self dubbed movie buff). So I stayed home today with an entire apple pie in my pajamas to watch it.
I've never seen hocus pocus but I tell people I have because I'm so embarrassed that I haven't (especially after being a self dubbed movie buff). So I stayed home today with an entire apple pie in my pajamas to watch it.
My confession is that I'm judging you ladies a little bit for never having seen it. I feel like it is a requisite part of a well-rounded childhood. Jk, but maybe I'm judging your parents just a little
Ironically, I called my mom as soon as I finished the movie to complain about her ruining my childhood. It was as epic as everyone says, which makes me feel all the more failure for waiting all this long to watch it. I pledge to make my daughter watch it next year, as to not make the same mistake with her
I am going to pay to pass a level of candy crush if I don't pass it today. Ugh!!! I can't stand it!!!
hahah!! Totally did this after being stuck on a stupid level for 2.5 weeks!!
My FFFC is I balled my eyes out because DH and I can't go on a movie date night with friends because DS is sick. I feel like an asshole for being so selfish. Of course he should stay home, but this is the first time in FOREVER we had a sitter and were going on a date night with adults AND to the damn movies. Staying in house for my son's second cold in 2 weeks is driving me bat shit cray cray! Poor lil guy... I feel so bad for him and neither of us are sleeping well. Tomorrow I'm supposed to go to Sonoma for my BFF's bday and who knows if that is going to happen.... More tears! I don't usually have weekend plans so I was really looking forward to these plans. My solution I'm not making dinner... AGAIN... And we're buying damn pizza GD or not. I also spent $87 at lush but I don't care... If I can't go out I'm having a damn luxurious bath and shower!!! So suck it!!!
Re: F!F!F!C!
I should add that I've never wanted her to come any earlier than 36w (which I hit tomorrow) because I'm so frightened that she'll end up in the nicu. I feel so selfish for not fully wanting my babe to make the full 40w.
In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11. Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me Missing you tonight, see you again sometime For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight I'll love you forever I'll like you for always Now and Forever My baby you'll be
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hahah!! Totally did this after being stuck on a stupid level for 2.5 weeks!! My FFFC is I balled my eyes out because DH and I can't go on a movie date night with friends because DS is sick. I feel like an asshole for being so selfish. Of course he should stay home, but this is the first time in FOREVER we had a sitter and were going on a date night with adults AND to the damn movies. Staying in house for my son's second cold in 2 weeks is driving me bat shit cray cray! Poor lil guy... I feel so bad for him and neither of us are sleeping well. Tomorrow I'm supposed to go to Sonoma for my BFF's bday and who knows if that is going to happen.... More tears! I don't usually have weekend plans so I was really looking forward to these plans. My solution I'm not making dinner... AGAIN... And we're buying damn pizza GD or not. I also spent $87 at lush but I don't care... If I can't go out I'm having a damn luxurious bath and shower!!! So suck it!!!