I'm afraid of snakes. Then I got bit during third tri, so now I'm terrified of snakes.
This morning the landscapers came to turn the backyard into a usable space. He told me he found two snakes back there. Now I'm pretty much afraid to go into the backyard ever.
I had the Wendy's bacon pretzel burger for lunch today. It was amazing.
DH and I are coming up on our annual fight and I'm not looking forward to it since I won last year. He doesn't want to decorate for Christmas until after James' birthday on Dec 3. I like to do it Thanksgiving weekend.
Both my sisters got life changing news today and I'm feeling bitter about it. One got an approval on her home loan and the other got a new job starting at $4 more than what I current make. They both deserve these things because they have both struggled in their own ways and I'm really excited for the difference it will in their lives.
But I'm having a super low day, (suffered from depression years ago and low days still come and go) and today is a really bad one. I'm overwhelmed with all the events coming up (we have two free weekends between now and Christmas), DH has had some medical concerns which keeps creating bills, and we can't afford anything extra. Or plans to buy a house next year, possibly a new car for me since my is crap, or have another baby are all things we have to put on hold because life has just continued to pile up on us lately.
So I have a lot on my mind and my head feels like it's spiraling into a dark place. Time is moving slowly at work. Only good thing is I can finally use TB at work again.
I'm not excited about the up coming holidays. Holidays=stress We have a 5 hour road trip to make for Thanksgiving and DS screams literally after 1-1/2 in the car. We are very low on money right now. I don't know when I'll have time to decorate or even shop. The holidays are just flat out stressful trying to fit in time for all the family stuff. If it were just the 3 of us I'd be fine.
Late to the game here. Feel so tired lately about everyone and everything getting #1 priority. We were out of town for my cousin's wedding this weekend and Th/Fri were crazy trying to get ready. I had to pack myself and both boys, get sub plans ready for Friday and pick up the house because it was our scheduled day for our cleaning lady (I know, FWP). DH and I got into a fight about how I was getting stressed and why hadn't I reschuled our cleaning lady. We were trying to leave and I wasn't ready and packed to go. Not a great start to a 3.5 hr road trip. It ended up being a fun weekend. And then last night I nodded off when DH was telling me a story about work. Oops. Granted it was 9:30 and I had already said out loud that I needed to go to bed soon because I was exhausted.
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This morning the landscapers came to turn the backyard into a usable space. He told me he found two snakes back there. Now I'm pretty much afraid to go into the backyard ever.
OAD...Have an appointment October 18 for a consultation for essure.
Katherine Quinn | 9.16.2012 | 38w4d
Ryan Lanman | 9.12.2014 | 40w
2 Losses | 10/2010 @ 5w | 9/2013 @ 10w4d
Little Sprout Blog
Katherine Quinn | 9.16.2012 | 38w4d
Ryan Lanman | 9.12.2014 | 40w
2 Losses | 10/2010 @ 5w | 9/2013 @ 10w4d
Little Sprout Blog
I haven't even been released to TTC from my doctor, not that we would be TTC right now anyways.
Both my sisters got life changing news today and I'm feeling bitter about it. One got an approval on her home loan and the other got a new job starting at $4 more than what I current make. They both deserve these things because they have both struggled in their own ways and I'm really excited for the difference it will in their lives.
But I'm having a super low day, (suffered from depression years ago and low days still come and go) and today is a really bad one. I'm overwhelmed with all the events coming up (we have two free weekends between now and Christmas), DH has had some medical concerns which keeps creating bills, and we can't afford anything extra. Or plans to buy a house next year, possibly a new car for me since my is crap, or have another baby are all things we have to put on hold because life has just continued to pile up on us lately.
So I have a lot on my mind and my head feels like it's spiraling into a dark place. Time is moving slowly at work. Only good thing is I can finally use TB at work again.
love the new siggies @LoisLayn23 and @redneckmomma25 .
edit: and @hmp1 !!! They are all adorable!!!
And then last night I nodded off when DH was telling me a story about work. Oops. Granted it was 9:30 and I had already said out loud that I needed to go to bed soon because I was exhausted.