The first 2 days PP weren't that bad and I thought I was going to escape the emotional roller coaster everyone talks about...well I was wrong. I'm crying at the drop of a dime now.
1. Listened to a country song: It Won't Be Like This for Long....complete ugly face cried while nursing LO and not wanting her to grow up.
2. Laying in bed last night, just randomly started balling. DH asks what's wrong....I don't know, I'm crazy!
3. Walmart didn't have pumpkin spice creamer....crying while finishing my shopping even though I know it's too early to find pumpkin creamer.
What are you crying about?
Re: Reasons I've cried
DS born 9/3/13; DD born 7/22/15; LO due 5/28/18
FS (age 5) and FD (age 2) to become AS/AD very soon!
Here are a few of the reasons I've cried:
1) Our car ran out of gas the other day and we were stuck on the side of the road. I bawled for close to an hour, hysterically.
2) I just look at my baby and am overcome with love for her. Cue the crying.
3) Huggies commercial when the couple finds out they're pregnant.
4) Last night when LO would NOT settle down. I cried my eyes out while holding her and told DH, "I don't know what she wants! I can't do this!"
I could go on and on...
I cried because I'm sad I have to share LO now since I'm no longer pregnant.
Because I'm so happy to have this new little guy.
Because even though I'm happy I'm sad thinking about the two children I lost and how I'll never know them like this.
Because dh let mil baby sit LO at 5 days old while I was at school for something I could have done for him or he could have waited fOr then she called me to rub it in.
And now I'm crying again. Wtf is wrong with me?!
2. My freaking back started spasming last night while trying to swaddle LO. I had to lay down on the floor it hurt so badly.
3. Him being a week old and seeing how much he's changed already
Nora Grace Due 12/26/2016
Two Angel Babies
07/03/2012
08/08/2015
"If you're still my small babe
or you're all the way grown,
my promise to you
is you're never alone.
You are my angel, my darling,
my star...and my love will find you,
wherever you are."
Nora Grace Due 12/26/2016
Two Angel Babies
07/03/2012
08/08/2015
"If you're still my small babe
or you're all the way grown,
my promise to you
is you're never alone.
You are my angel, my darling,
my star...and my love will find you,
wherever you are."
I amazingly had no tears yesterday but the day before I burst into tears because my cat wanted to play and was meowing for attention incessantly. He was driving me nuts. I couldn't take it. LO not being here yet has my emotions all in a twist.
The baby had gas yesterday and I felt terrible. He wouldn't let me out him down without crying. I almost ugly cried in BRU.
I cried while holding our Dr Browns bottle set my parents bought for us.
When baby cries I have to really try not to cry.
Totally bawled at this commercial during motn feed-
And pretty much any song that I can somehow relate to baby. I also ugly cry when Fi leaves for work sometimes because I get so nervous about his drive and the traffic. One of my close friends fi died in a car accident in Dec. when she was about 20 weeks pregnant, and seeing her new reality with having LO and not his dad, breaks my heart and scares the hell out of me that something similar is going to happen. Yep, here comes the ugly cry.
I cried yesterday because DH had to go to work. And then I ugly cried when he told me he was taking the day off.
I cried on Tuesday when my midwife told me I was only 1cm dilated. I'm pretty sure she now thinks I'm crazy.
I'm ready to start crying because my baby is so cute, instead of crying because I'm pretty sure I'll never see what she looks like.
My mom sent me a card with a cookie on it and the definition of being a tough cookie. Then filled the whole card with reasons I am and will be a good mom.
I am mainlining Grey's Anatomy while BFing. I think I cry at every episode.
Writing this and thinking about why I have cried is making me cry...
When I think or speak of it now I get so emotional.
There was only one point in the middle of the night lacking in sleep where I felt an inkling to cry over no sleep.
Izzy and Baby A ~ Adorable Punks
Married 07/17/2010
Diagnosed with PCOS 10/20/2010
TTC since Oct 2010
BFP #1 March 31st 2011 Due December 10 2011
Missed m/c discovered June 2nd 2011 at 12w4d
D&C scheduled June 7th 2011 at 13w2d
Found out our baby boy had Triploidy XXY through embryopathology
BFP #2 September 28th 2011 Due June 8th 2012
Missed m/c discovered November 20th 2011 at 11w2d
D&C November 29th 2011 at 12w4d
Found out our baby girl had Monosomy X through embryopathology
BFP #3 April 24th 2012 Due January 5th 2013
Betas falling on 04/26/12 Chemical Pregnancy
RPL testing done, multi nodular goiters on thyroid discovered.
BFP #4 November 22nd 2012, Due August 5th 2013
Betas: 17 @ 9dpo, 62 @ 11dpo, 124 @ 12dpo, 321 @ 14dpo 720 @ 16dpo 13,805 @ 23 dpo
First ultrasound at 6w3d, hb 122 bpm.
Second ultrasound at 7w3d hb 143 bpm
Third ultrasound at 10w1d hb 167-170 bpm
Forth ultrasound 12w1d hb 167 bpm
Graduated rpl program, moving on to regular ob!
It's a boy!
Little man was born August 1st 2013, 7lbs 8oz and 20.5 inches long