My house looks like a toy store and a coloring book threw up. :-( I want to cry. I have a huge anxiety over people coming over because of it. It has been for several days because bending over is not my friend and I can only get the little ones to pick up so much before I get to annoyed. I have a big case of crankiness and do not need to start yelling... I will not become my mother. DH is not being any help, but the OT he is working has left him burnt out.
Oddly enough, dishes are done, counters are clean, my baseboards are clean, my window sills are clean, and yes, the toilet is always clean. lol I live with 2 males who drip and so it is cleaned 2 or more times a day. I love my swifer wet and toilet wand. Make cleaning easy.
Now if we could just get the floor toys picked back up. I think I may hire the teen cousin to do it tonight while we have a needed break from the kids.
I have cried everyday this week at things on the TV...like when I was watching Wipeout or a rerun of HIMYM. Pretty sure DH might call a 5150 on me.
This is a spin off on your post. DH has made me cry every day this week (I think). A couple of days in I realized that I am being way to emotional and it isn't really his fault. So now I just go sit by myself in another room until I can get myself together and then usually tell DH something he said upset me. He will apologize, but it doesn't really help because the next day I find myself crying again. Someone tell me this is normal and I am not crazy. Nothing else is really making me cry, just him. I find myself being sort of needy when it comes to his time and what not but at the same time all he does is upset me so I also want him to go away at the same time. I feel like an overtired 1 year old. uggghhh!
DH is driving me crazy right now . . . he's very busy at work (has his own construction company) and has a lot going on but he acts like he is the only person in the world who is busy and is so self-absorbed! There are times when he's going on and on about work and I swear I'm not even listening. I know I rally should be more supportive but when he's just venting about what this guy or that guy said I totally tune out.
I hit the HTML button (the one with "show source" when you hover your cursor over it) and that switched me from RTF to HTML so I could just hit enter a couple of times. Annoying extra step, but workable.
Today is the first day since the change that I've been able to enter text under the quote box without having to take this step. It was an exciting discovery.
We are going to the city Saturday to take DD to the airport, and I totally intend on having DH drive me to the French Quarter where I'm going to stuff my face at Dragos and then go to Cafe Du Monde and eat about 3 orders of beignets with a cafe au lait. Total gluttony and I DON'T CARE.....
I'm more scared about giving birth this time than with DS.
After DS was born and we came home, I ended up back in the hospital with a complication. They had us right nest to the OR where they performed C-sections and apparently somebody coded on the operating table.It was crazy scary, they had left our door open and people were running and yelling code blue, while this alarm was going off. Then about a year ago the lady down the street had delivered twin, came home and a week later died due to a pulmonary embolism.
I know I'm over emotional and it's absolutely crazy of me but I've been having horrible nightmares about my children growing up without a mother.
On my days off I tell my husband I'm going to do all these chores and run all these errands, but I lay on the couch and catch up on all the DVR'd shows I missed for the week, and eat everything in the refridgerator. About 30 minutes before he gets home from work I start power cleaning, so it looks like I've been slaving away all day. I think he's figured it out though.
I do this all the time!! I had 2 full days off this week and when I was not sitting on the couch watching SVU, I was out for coffee and lunch with friends and their kids.
lol I do this too, and I totally got caught! MH had off one weekday, and he noticed I started cleaning at 4pm, he was like "So what, you start power cleaning an hour before I get home?" Busted!
Sometimes I stick my finger in my belly button to try to get closer to my baby. I know it's stupid but I still do it.
Bwahahaha. this is hilarious. Oh, I'd totes overnight you some beignets, but I don't want your address because that would make me nervous. Haha. I will take a picture of me covered in powdered sugar from my beignets and post it for HDBD next week. That's bragging.
My real confession that I don't post much because I don't want y'all to hate/judge me and "kick me off" the board. I enjoy being here, and since I'm a total shut-in y'all are the only adult interaction I get regularly.
My real confession that I don't post much because I don't want y'all to hate/judge me and "kick me off" the board. I enjoy being here, and since I'm a total shut-in y'all are the only adult interaction I get regularly.
Girl, you are one of us. I know how you feel about the interaction, my work environment being so small a lot of days I seriously sit in my office all day and don't speak to anyone except on the phone. It is nice to feel connected to people, I miss that from working in a larger office.
Girl, you are one of us. I know how you feel about the interaction, my work environment being so small a lot of days I seriously sit in my office all day and don't speak to anyone except on the phone. It is nice to feel connected to people, I miss that from working in a larger office.
Thanks Sleepy. I was "chased" away from this site in the past over some BS, and it's been awesome kind of fitting in somewhere even though I still feel like a bit of an oddball a lot of the time lol.
My Confession- I'm In the car headed to the ILs for a shower they are throwing me. I'm kinda excited about spilling this kids name to everyone. They are gonna shart their shorts when I say Fox. I totally plan on sassing them If the say anything negative. Come at me, FIL!
My house looks like a toy store and a coloring book threw up. :-( I want to cry. I have a huge anxiety over people coming over because of it. It has been for several days because bending over is not my friend and I can only get the little ones to pick up so much before I get to annoyed. I have a big case of crankiness and do not need to start yelling... I will not become my mother. DH is not being any help, but the OT he is working has left him burnt out.
Oddly enough, dishes are done, counters are clean, my baseboards are clean, my window sills are clean, and yes, the toilet is always clean. lol I live with 2 males who drip and so it is cleaned 2 or more times a day. I love my swifer wet and toilet wand. Make cleaning easy.
Now if we could just get the floor toys picked back up. I think I may hire the teen cousin to do it tonight while we have a needed break from the kids.
I sit on the floor and direct the kids where to put things. Or I put them in a pile on the couch and then put them away.
DD1 | Jan 2009 DD2 | June 2011 DS1 | Oct 2013 ADD3 | Oct 2014 (April 2001) DS2 | June 2016 DS3 | Dec 2018
Re: FFFC
Oddly enough, dishes are done, counters are clean, my baseboards are clean, my window sills are clean, and yes, the toilet is always clean. lol I live with 2 males who drip and so it is cleaned 2 or more times a day. I love my swifer wet and toilet wand. Make cleaning easy.
Now if we could just get the floor toys picked back up. I think I may hire the teen cousin to do it tonight while we have a needed break from the kids.
DS2 - 8/08
DS3- 9/09
DD1 - 11/11
DD2 - 10/13
DD3 - Csection Scheduled November 29th
August Siggy Challenge Photobomb
In the car headed to the ILs for a shower they are throwing me. I'm kinda excited about spilling this kids name to everyone. They are gonna shart their shorts when I say Fox. I totally plan on sassing them If the say anything negative. Come at me, FIL!
DD2 | June 2011
DS1 | Oct 2013
ADD3 | Oct 2014 (April 2001)
DS2 | June 2016
DS3 | Dec 2018
Due with baby blob August 2021