I really just want to cry, or hit someone or something this morning! I don't want to feel this way forever, why can't I move forward?! I haven't slept since the D/C, I'm exhausted mentally, physically and emotionally. Everyone around me is so calm and collected and here I am, feeling like a tornado that's out of control. I don't understand life!
My heart hurts for you. I keep reminding myself that it's ok to hurt, and someday I will hurt much less than I do today. You can do this. One day at a time.
27 y.o. Married since Sept 12. BFP 5/20/13 m/c 6/27/13 We will be TTC starting in August.
I'm so sorry you are going through this. If you can find a way to be positive, try to stay there. As my counselor said, "you have to go through it to get through it." I repeat that mantra all the time and it helps me. I'm praying for the healing of your broken heart.
Thank you ladies, I'm desperately trying to find a "happy place" to be in. It just seems like this tunnel has no light at the end of it. I appreciate the kind words and support. Xo
I'm so very sorry. The rollercoaster of up (as in...just feeling somewhat ok) and down is gut wrenching. I wish I knew what would help...I'm glad you came to us for support. We're here for you and I'm thinking of you and praying for you today. ((Hugs))
Began trying for a baby January 2012 BFP 4.25.2013 EDD 1.3.2014 MMC 6.3.2013 D&C 6.19.2013 BFP 11.3.2013 CP 11.6.2013 BFP 3.31.2014 EDD 12.10.2014 Baby boy Carlson born 12.19.2014
Re: Vent
BFP 5/20/13 m/c 6/27/13
We will be TTC starting in August.
I know, it is really hard. I promise it does get better. You are strong enough to get through this, I promise.
Began trying for a baby January 2012
BFP 4.25.2013 EDD 1.3.2014 MMC 6.3.2013 D&C 6.19.2013
BFP 11.3.2013 CP 11.6.2013
BFP 3.31.2014 EDD 12.10.2014 Baby boy Carlson born 12.19.2014