Vent — The Bump
Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss


I really just want to cry, or hit someone or something this morning! I don't want to feel this way forever, why can't I move forward?! I haven't slept since the D/C, I'm exhausted mentally, physically and emotionally. Everyone around me is so calm and collected and here I am, feeling like a tornado that's out of control. I don't understand life!

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  • My heart hurts for you. I keep reminding myself that it's ok to hurt, and someday I will hurt much less than I do today. You can do this. One day at a time.
    27 y.o. Married since Sept 12.

    BFP 5/20/13  m/c 6/27/13
    We will be TTC starting in August.

  • I'm so sorry you are going through this. If you can find a way to be positive, try to stay there. As my counselor said, "you have to go through it to get through it." I repeat that mantra all the time and it helps me. I'm praying for the healing of your broken heart. 
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  • Thank you ladies, I'm desperately trying to find a "happy place" to be in. It just seems like this tunnel has no light at the end of it. I appreciate the kind words and support. Xo
  • Hello hun,
    I know, it is really hard. I promise it does get better. You are strong enough to get through this, I promise.

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    Started dating in 5/9/05, Married 6/25/11
    Started TTC Feb 2013, BFP #1 3/4/13 EDD 11/10/13. MMC 4/9/13 D&C 4/22/13.
    BFP #2 7/17/13, EDD 3/29/14 ended in a CP on 7/22/13.
    BFP#3 8/19/13 EDD 5/3/14 Nerdling was born 4/29/14, welcome little one!
     All AL welcome.

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  • I'm so very sorry.  The rollercoaster of up (as in...just feeling somewhat ok) and down is gut wrenching.  I wish I knew what would help...I'm glad you came to us for support.  We're here for you and I'm thinking of you and praying for you today.  ((Hugs))
    Began trying for a baby January 2012
    BFP 4.25.2013  EDD 1.3.2014  MMC 6.3.2013  D&C 6.19.2013
    BFP 11.3.2013  CP 11.6.2013
    BFP 3.31.2014 EDD 12.10.2014 Baby boy Carlson born 12.19.2014 
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