Mobile: Transition to Work How Was/Is It?
I am supposed to go back to work this coming week and I really don't want to but will probably have to go for at least a while to placate my husband and help transition our finances. I loved my job before getting preggers but I want to take care of DD instead of paying someone else to watch her grow up. Just thinking about it makes me cry :
Has anyone transitioned back to work yet? How long have you been back and are you still feeling depressed about leaving your LO?
Re: Transition to Work How Was/Is It?
3rd week and its better. Its just become our routine now. I really try to get the most of our evenings and weekends.
I try not to look at it as someone else watching her grow up or raising her while she's at daycare. I just see their roll as doing the crap work (naps, feedings) so that I can work! I'm the one who gets to have fun with her on evenings and weekends! It takes a village to raise a child so I think having her with other people during the day isn't a bad thing at all. Thinking like this just makes me feel better about it.
Violet Mae born 1/15/13
I go back tomorrow. I'm really sad about it and have shed a lot of tears, but I'm trying to think of all the positives. I like my job too. I am looking forward to getting a paycheck again and being able to afford things for DS, save for college, go on vacations, etc.
Also, I've never allowed myself to think of it as "paying someone else to watch him grow up." You will ALWAYS be the momma regardless of who she spends time with from 8-5 during the week or whatever. Letting yourself feel that way will only make you feel worse.
I concur with what others have said, the anticipation is way worse than doing it. The first two days were rough for me but after that it was just part of the routine and it wasn't so bad. There are some days where I still don't want to leave him in the morning, especially when he's being extra cute but it's not so bad. He's extra happy to see me in the afternoons and we still have tons of fun.
You'll be ok, give her lots of hugs and kisses then leave, you both will be alright. It's even kind of nice to use both hands to do things and have conversations that don't include the word "poop".
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I concur with PP's. I have been back to work since April 1st, after having 12 weeks off with DD. The first week was horrible for me, I cried every day I left to go to work, and the first 2 days at work. However coming home and seeing her smile and so happy to see me helped immensely. She was so eager to be in my arms when she heard my voice it brought me to tears again. I am very fortunate though that my mother and my cousin are able to take care of her at home, which helped me, that she would have all of her things that are familiar to her all day, as well as family. I'm struggling with pumping throughout the day, but my mother and cousin send pictures of her all day long, so I feel like I am not that far away.
It is still hard, but I just remind myself I am going to work to afford to do things for her as well as remembering the big grin and all the love I get from her when I come home. Trust me I didn't want to go back either, but it was a necessary evil. Good luck to you and I am here if you need to chat more...
I've been back to work for 6 weeks now. It's been fine. I greatly enjoy putting on normal (albeit slightly larger than pre-pregnancy) clothes and having adult conversations and being able to eat a meal without rushing because I am worried about DD fussing. I do feel bad sometimes dropping her off in the mornings, when I hand her over to the DCP and she gives me a big smile. And days like today, when I've essentially been awake since 1:00 AM because she wouldn't go back to sleep until 5:00, really suck when I am trying to get through meetings and concentrate on papers. However, I think it is better for both of us to have some time apart - she is getting more stimulation and interaction with other people than she would have at home, and I am enjoying our hours together in the evenings and on weekends much more than when we were together 24/7.
Pumping is still a PITA though.
Baby248 - ETA 1/10/13
This! Plus, I feel like a better mom when in with them. I appreciate it more!
Falling in Love! November 2014