In relation to AF and me wanting her to show up, I don't know if I even want to try again for another LO. No one IRL understands/knows how to talk to me and DH doesn't want to talk about it, so I'm just living with my emotions and feeling so confused.
I love carpooling. When it isn't my turn to drive, I can sleep on the way home. I know this is rude, and if we weren't good friends I wouldn't do it, but dayum it make the hour and a half commute quicker.
In relation to AF and me wanting her to show up, I don't know if I even want to try again for another LO. No one IRL understands/knows how to talk to me and DH doesn't want to talk about it, so I'm just living with my emotions and feeling so confused.
In the shower I always wash my hair first. It comes from me always running late and always *needing* to take a shower. I hate feeling disgusting so I always thought that as long as my hair was clean, the run off from the soap I rinsed out of my hair would be enough to clean my body. Haha. Flawed logic, yes, but it helped me get quicker showers when needed.
In relation to AF and me wanting her to show up, I don't know if I even want to try again for another LO. No one IRL understands/knows how to talk to me and DH doesn't want to talk about it, so I'm just living with my emotions and feeling so confused.
I don't know anyone IRL who's ever had a miscarriage. I feel like I "know" you, and think about you often. Sounds creepy, stalkerish, sorry! I just cannot even imagine what you're going through. I know having fertility issues is enough to deal with, as I spent 4 years going through it years ago. But to actually lose a baby, I just can't even imagine what those emotions would be like. {{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}
DH always wears socks in bed...even when having sex. It drives me crazy.
Ew....
I know. Very ew... I always remind myself that he puts on clean socks before he goes to bed...does that make it better? If he doesn't wear socks, he gets extremely cold and steals the covers
In the shower I always wash my hair first. It comes from me always running late and always *needing* to take a shower. I hate feeling disgusting so I always thought that as long as my hair was clean, the run off from the soap I rinsed out of my hair would be enough to clean my body. Haha. Flawed logic, yes, but it helped me get quicker showers when needed.
And with that, I'm off to get a shower.
Sexy!
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In relation to AF and me wanting her to show up, I don't know if I even want to try again for another LO. No one IRL understands/knows how to talk to me and DH doesn't want to talk about it, so I'm just living with my emotions and feeling so confused.
My husband wasn't good at talking to me after our loss. I can't help since I don't know you IRL, but sorry
Oh and I organized volunteers from my job to go down to Newtown tomorrow to help sort through the 75k+ pieces of mail/packages that have come in. I'm supposed to go tomorrow and my mom (who organized all of the volunteers for the entire week) just called and said that they will likely be finished sorting mail this afternoon. I was happy to finally be able to go do something but after hearing stories from my mom about the types of mail they were getting and some of the families stopping by I'm not too disappointed that I might not have to go. Especially because I have a job interview tomorrow (within my same company) and I would imagine it will be a heavy morning and my mind won't be where it needs to be for the interview.
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I hate bras. It's the first thing that comes off when I get home.
I'm jealous. I used to be like this, but my nipples are super sensitive now (sorry, TMI), so I have to wear one 24/7. I hope they go back to normal once I'm done pumping, I miss not wearing one!
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I think it's part of the many Bump issues. I just went and changed mine. Wasn't showing in the board. I logged out and back in, still not showing on the board. However, when I go to "My Bump" it's there...who knows!
Oh, and my posts count is way off too! Not that it really matters because I would've known the difference, but that is weird.
In relation to AF and me wanting her to show up, I don't know if I even want to try again for another LO. No one IRL understands/knows how to talk to me and DH doesn't want to talk about it, so I'm just living with my emotions and feeling so confused.
So sorry you're dealing with this. I can't even imagine what you're going through but the couple of times that I've gone through really tough things and could have used support it's always sucked that since people don't know what to say they say nothing at all. I'm sorry for your loss and for how you're feeling now and if you ever need to vent feel free to send me a message.
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We had a drug rep bring us lunch and it was nothing but salads. I was pissed, so I ate 2 cookies instead.
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In relation to AF and me wanting her to show up, I don't know if I even want to try again for another LO. No one IRL understands/knows how to talk to me and DH doesn't want to talk about it, so I'm just living with my emotions and feeling so confused.
In the shower I always wash my hair first. It comes from me always running late and always *needing* to take a shower. I hate feeling disgusting so I always thought that as long as my hair was clean, the run off from the soap I rinsed out of my hair would be enough to clean my body. Haha. Flawed logic, yes, but it helped me get quicker showers when needed.
And with that, I'm off to get a shower.
Same here! Also, I have to take my socks and jeans off and put on yoga pants
Ew....
I know. Very ew... I always remind myself that he puts on clean socks before he goes to bed...does that make it better? If he doesn't wear socks, he gets extremely cold and steals the covers
I used to hate bras, but now I feel like I have to wear one.
I ate fish and rice for lunch, that was at 11, it is now 2:30 and I am starving again.
My boss wants to bring back an old employee that went on maternity leave and then chose not to come back. I don't know how I feel about this.
I don't feel like cooking today .. at all.
That's me. I can't sleep without socks and sometimes they even stay on to DTD.
Sexy!
Cooked carrots are gross.
My coworker and MIL are driving me up the wall today and if I don't snap on someone it will be a miracle.
Me either!
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My husband wasn't good at talking to me after our loss. I can't help since I don't know you IRL, but sorry
I'm jealous. I used to be like this, but my nipples are super sensitive now (sorry, TMI), so I have to wear one 24/7. I hope they go back to normal once I'm done pumping, I miss not wearing one!
Raw carrots are gross. Fresh carrots that have been steamed are divine.
Oh, and my posts count is way off too! Not that it really matters because I would've known the difference, but that is weird.
So sorry you're dealing with this. I can't even imagine what you're going through but the couple of times that I've gone through really tough things and could have used support it's always sucked that since people don't know what to say they say nothing at all. I'm sorry for your loss and for how you're feeling now and if you ever need to vent feel free to send me a message.