Some of you may remember me. I used to post a lot but took a break from the bump in general when we talked about actively try after losing our first angel. Well I sure all of you are the same as me today hating or dreading the holidays. I was ok for the most part until I started thinking how this should be my baby's first Christmas or the fact I should still be pregnant still. Unfortunately I am in the process of still recoverying from yet another d&c. Really not in the Christmas spirit this year more like bah humbug. I know we always say holidays are the worst but I think this one hit me the hardest and just feel numb. Sorry to just drop in like this but knew you all would understand!
To all of you I hope you can find strength to get through the holidays! Also to the new loss moms I am so sorry for your losses!
BFP#1 9/7/11 EDD 7/23/11 mc @21 weeks caused severe bladder obstruction on 3/14/12
BFP #2 9/9/12 EDD 7/19/13 started to mc @ 8w1d on 12/7/12 ended up with d&c 12/18/12, stopped developing @5w5ds
BFP#3 3/3/14 After 1st iui and clomid cycle
beta 1: 137 beta 2: 268