I?m 12 weeks today. I have been clinging to 12 weeks, 0 days assuming that I would wake up today and magically feel better! I don?t remember the exact moment when I felt better with E, but I do remember our trip to Jamaica at 12w, 0d. I remember being nervous until the day we left about being nauseaous and not having access to food when I needed it. I wasn?t nervous about getting enough sleep because I was on vaca and could sleep whenever I wanted.
I remember being happy that the nausea was non-existent on the trip, (even the long plane ride was ok) save for a boat ride, but those always make me sick. I still didn?t have much of an interest in food, but at least I felt hungry when it was time to eat instead of nauseous. I also remember that although I was able to sleep in, I no longer needed a nap to make it through the day. And when we returned, the need to nap no longer existed at all.
So here I am at 12w, still needed naps and still feeling nauseous. I?m just so sick of being sick and tired all the time. I am really longing to feel better. So, I guess the new feel better date I am clinging to is 13w 3d, the official end to the first tri. Right around the corner, right?
Are there any dates you are clinging to in hopes for something?