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I've only been back to work 2 weeks (I'm a teacher, so I was off for the summer) and I already feel terrible. I never wanted to be a working mom to begin with, but I have no choice. Our two incomes are necessary to survive. But I HATE it. It's nothing against my job at all, I love my job and it's perfect for me. But all I really wanted was to be a full-time mom.
I feel terrible when I leave DS. When I pick him up I have to go straight home, feed him, then make dinner. By the time I get dinner cleaned up it's bedtime for DS. I get almost no time with him. He's not attached to anyone, so he never seems to miss me at all. He doesn't cry when I leave or get excited when I come back...I just feel like I'm not his mom anymore. Just another one of his caregivers. And I miss having my buddy all day After my maternity leave I was ok after a week or so back at work. But this summer I felt like I was doing what I was meant to do, so it's been harder to go back now. I just need some encouragement right now. I've cried every night this week!