I really have no idea what to title this....
My weekend sucked, a lot. I am operating on very little sleep and lots of stress.
I have touched on it here but not really delved in but Ann and I have been having a lot of problems lately. Well Friday kind of topped it off for me and I decided maybe we needed some time apart. I took Ky to a park and when Ann got home I met her outside and she wanted to see Ky but told me she was "too busy to talk about our relationship tonight but it could wait until tomorrow." I told her it could not but she stuck by her decision and told me if I still decided to stay somewhere else that night then we would not work out. As much as I love her i still went to my parents' house that night.
I am tired of all of the fighting over petty stuff. I am tired of being responsible for EVERYTHING with no recognition. I am tired of hearing Kylie's typical two year old behavior is a result of my bad parenting. I am tired of coming in second to her friends and whatever else she has going on. Work widow I can handle, out with your friends I cannot.
We tried talking, counseling, setting schedules and making efforts to spend more time togetehr but none of it worked. It has been going on for months and it has all just gotten to be too muchl We still love each other but we do not work as a couple anymore.
So instead of a typical stressful Monday I am dealing with an even worse one. I am writing up shared parenting agreements and how we are splitting finances and everything else so it can all be taken care of and there are no petty arguments later. We agreed to be civil about everything and so far so good but it is more than I ever imagined taking on...
Re: :(
Two Mommies Healing Hearts
06/12 - BFP!!!!
Beta #1 15dpo - 256
Beta #2 18dpo - 1097
6wk U/S on 07/02 ~ TWINS!!!
EDD 02/21/13
09/10/12 Found out it's two Boys!!!! Sam and Jake
Jacob and Samuel born 1/29/13 at 36 weeks.
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Thanks everyone for your support. I really feel like this is best for me and Ky. If I even thought there were any other solution I would have stayed there. I have been suprisingly clam throughout the process. we have remained civil and in agreement for the most part on what to do with all of our things. Ky and I are staying with my mom for now (about ten minutes from our house) until I can find some place for us in my price range. We are rotating nights and days off with Ky. Everythign is in writing now which is good, we are waiting to sign it until we get advice from a 3rd party.
As far as TWW still no BFP or AF but a blood test confrimed negative. That has nothing to do with our decision. Maybe we would have tried harder to salvage if it had been otherwise but I think eventually it would have ended up here...
Not rude at all. I forgot I had not even shared the bloodwork thing here. The board is the only place that it is known we are even tyring (other than our KD and my bff) so you guys are the only ones that have even asked about it!
It must be the moon or something ... because we are at each other throats too .. I am hoping it will pass... But I understand .. HUGS - Pm or email me if you like or FM me .. .
Ugg
- J
our Blog -http://dosbabies.wordpress.com/
AMH 0.5, AFC 5-8, FSH 7ish
IVF #1 - antagonist. Empty follicle syndrome. 1 retrieved, 0 fertilized.
IVF #2 - antagonist. Ovulated early. 3 retrieved, 2 fertilized, 0 blasts
9 IUIs = 9 BFNs
IVF October 2012: 22 eggs retrieved, 17 fertilized, 5 frozen
ET #1: 1 blast = BFP; Blighted ovum discovered at 7w5d; D&E
FET #1: 1 blast = BFP; Missed m/c discovered at 9w5d; D&E
Karyotyping: normal ~ RPL Testing: normal ~ Hysteroscopy: normal
FET #2: 1 blast transferred 10/25; BFP 10/31!
EDD 7/13/14 ~ Induced at 37w4d due to pre-eclampsia ~ Born on 6/28/14
*Everyone welcome*
IVF Oct/Nov 2012
Beta #1 = 77, Beta #2 = 190, Beta #3 = 1044
Cautiously optimistic.
So sorry to hear this news.
FWIW, my parents divorced when I was very young and I am eternally grateful that they did. Instead of one very unhappy home, I had two happy ones.
Take care of yourself. I hope things go as smoothly as they can.
sahm ~ toddler breastfeeder ~ cloth diaperer ~ baby wearer