I just don't think it's fair... I have 2 cousins, one of which had a baby yesterday and the other expecting in October, both unexpected pregnancies. My sister in law is also 10.5weeks along... another unexpected, unplanned pregnancy. We got married in October and were expecting our first in September of this year and I misscarried at 9 weeks. Just seems unfair that all these ppl who didn't even want babies are getting them and I had to lose mine. ughh I'm happy for these ppl, but also incredibly jealous too...
And babies and pregnancy are all that's ever on facebook... I can't escape it....
ughh.. sorry for the rant.. just needing to let that out....
Re: Feeling sorry for myself today....
4 Losses (2003, 2008, Apr 2012, & Oct 2012)
All RPL and IF testing with multiple REs = normal
5 IUIs = BFN
All AL are welcome
I've had quite a few pity parties for myself over the last few weeks. It's okay. But I agree with PP that finding that balance between being simultaneoulsy happy for those who have healthy pregnancyes, and grieving the loss of your own is important. I still haven't found that balance (HAHA!) but I am trying.
It does seem harder when it's the people who aren't actively trying and just happen to wake up pregnant one morning
Sorry for you loss
<<hugs>>
** BFP #1 - M/C at 6 weeks 4/13/2012 **
** BFP #2 - expecting a little leprechaun!! EDD 3/21/13 | HB 7/30/2012 (6w3d) **
NT Scan 9/4 - looked great! | Grow, baby, grow!!! | A/S 10/29
***All AL always welcome***