Pregnant after a Loss

Eleanor Beatrice is here! (with PIP)

My little Ellie Bea was born on February 15th at 7:31 pm.  She weighed in at 7 lbs 4 oz and 19.5 inches.  I am absolutely in love and so is her daddy!

She came into the world just one hour before her great-grandma went to heaven.

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I went in at 5:30 in the morning for a scheduled induction.  They started me on pitocin at 7:15 and I got in a few hours of rest during painless contractions.  Around noon, the residents came in to break my water. It was the weirdest sensation ever, and at that point they also gave me internal monitors, so I had to stay in bed. I went from 3 cm to 5-6 cm in about an hour, and the contractions really started to hurt. I decided to have the epidural, but I had to wait because the anesthesiologist was busy and I was the longest hold-out of the morning. I had relief pretty much immediately, but my right side got hit harder than my left and I couldn't move my right hip or thigh at all. It was fine for taking a 2 1/2 hour nap, but when the resident came in to check me at 4 pm and I was completely dilated, I was shocked! Once I got myself sitting up more, it literally felt like LO was going to fall out. My OB finished with her last 2 patients in the office and hurried over, but I just couldn't push because my butt was so numb. The had to turn off my epidural, turn back on the pitocin, and wait until 6:30ish before I was able to feel enough pressure to start pushing. I went from feeling so cocky about how quickly I progressed to feeling completely hopeless about getting her out on my own, but I did it! I did start running a fever at the end and LO had one when she was born, but we both recovered quickly and she didn't have to go to the nursery at all. I'm a little bit bummed out that I didn't get to hold her right away, but overall I had such an easy experience, especially given that I was induced. We are working very hard at breastfeeding right now, but my nipples are super flat right now and LO is just plain lazy about eating. But we are doing much better with help from the lactation nurses.

It still hasn't sunk in completely that she's mine to take home.  It is truly amazing and worth all the worry that comes with being PgAL! 

BFP#1 11-26-10 MMC 1-13-11
BFP#2 6-8-11 Eleanor Beatrice born 2-15-12
BFP#3 9-4-13 Benjamin Lee born 4-28-14

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  • Congrats!  She's a beauty. Same birthday as DS.  Enjoy every second.
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  • How beautiful!  Good job mama! I am very sorry about your loss. What a time to truly celebrate life.

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  • Congrats!  She's absolutely beautiful!
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    BFP #2 Medicated cycle, twin boys born 4/4/12 at 29w4d
    BFP #3 EDD 8/8/14, D&C for missed miscarriage at 8w, baby boy with triploidy
    BFP #4 June 2014 CP
  • Congrats! She is beautiful!
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  • Congratulations hun! She is adorable!

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  • She is gorgeous! I am so happy for you, enjoy every minute! 
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  • She is absolutely adorable!!!  Congratulations!
  • ohh wow...she is so beautiful congrats....so sorry about your grandma. 
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  • Congrats! She's beautiful!
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  • Congrats!  She's gorgeous!  It's looking like I won't be able to avoid an induction myself, so I'm glad to hear that you had a positive experience.
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  • Congratulations!!  SO excited to see this post, she is beautiful.  Glad the induction went well without any major complications.  Enjoy every minute mama!!

    BFP#1 11.2.10 | EDD 7.9.11 | HB 7w2d & 8w4d | missed M/C 11w2d | D&E 12.21.10
    FSH at 14.5 - 4.21.11 | CCCT - (CD3 8.8,CD10 12.2)| dx w/ DOR @ 28 yrs old
    IUI#1 + clomid 8.29.11 (our anniversary)
    BFP#2 9.10.11 | EDD 5.21.12 | beta 1 @ 14dpi:232 | beta 2 @17dpi:703 | beta 3 @24dpi:7,174
    Baby A HB of 142(7w), 161(8w), 164(9w) | Baby B no HB, Vanishing Twin
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  • Congrats mama, she's gorgeous!
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  • Congrats! She is beautiful!
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  • Beautiful! Congrats, hope you have a smooth recovery
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  • She is beautiful! Congrats momma!
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  • Congratulations!  She is a cutie pie!
  • Congrats! She is beautiful! 
  • Sorry to hear about your great grandmother ((HUGS)).  

    She's beautiful!!! Congratulations.  

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  • Congrats Mama!  Welcome little Eleanor!
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  • Awww, she is so pretty! Congratulations!
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  • Congrats!  What a beauty!
    BFP #2 7/20/11 ** EDD: 3/28/12: IT'S A BOY!
    BFP #1 12/30/10 ** EDD: 9/6/11** H/B stopped at 10w 6d conf on 2/22/11 ** D&C 2/24/11.
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  • Congratulations!  So precious!  And I love, love, love the name!

    BFP#1 EDD 11/8/11 - MC @ 9w6d, 4/15/11 we said goodbye
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  • congrats!  she is beautiful!
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  • congrats! She is adorable!
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  • She's beautiful!  Congratulations!

    BFP#1: 3/9/11 Natural m/c: 3/21/11
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    BFP#3: 9/14/14 EDD 5/22/15

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  • Oh yeah! Congrats on your beautiful baby.
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  • Congrats! She is gorgeous!
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  • Congratulations to you and your husband! She is absolutely gorgeous (love her name!!) and I hope your recovery goes smoothly. Enjoy every minute mama!!!!
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  • Congratulations--she's gorgeous!!
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  • I am so sorry about your Grandma.  I know it was time for her to be at peace.

    Congrats on beautiful little Eleanor!!!  I am so glad things went as well as they did!

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  • Congratulations!!! She is beautiful!!

    BFP#1: 7/14/10.  EDD: 3/19/11--MMC-- D&C 9/2/10.
    BFP#2: 12:22/10.EDD: 8/30/11 C/P 12/25/10
    BFP#3: 10/26/11 EDD: 7/2/12-- Daniel born 7/14/12. My rainbow baby!                                                                                                                                           BFP #4:  2.22/15 EDD: 11/4/15 C/P 2/28/15                                                                                                                                                                                      BFP #5:  4/5/15   EDD 12/11/15 (Ectopic Pregnancy)

    BFP #6: 3/2/16 EDD 11/5/16
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  • OMG OMG OMG! She is beautiful!! Congratulations!
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  • Congratulations!  She's beautiful!
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    BFP#2 7/22/11 M/C 9/2/11 at 10w5d
    BFP #3 12/8/11 EDD 8/11/12
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  • Congratulations on your beautiful little girl! What a blessing!
    Me: 36, DH: 36
    DH's SA = normal
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    BFP #1 3/29/11.  EDD 12/4/11... Missed m/c 5/9/11. Cytotec fail. D&C 5/17/11.
    BFP #2   7/5/11.  EDD 3/14/12... Our rainbow Kellen born 3/14/12 via c/s.
    BFP #3 5/30/13.  EDD 2/8/14...  6wk u/s HB 126. 8wk u/s lost HB. D&C 7/12/13.
    BFP #4 2/18/14.  EDD 10/30/14... Ruptured ectopic with L tube removed & D&C 3/7/14.
    BFP #5 7/27/14.  EDD 4/9/15...  m/c @ 5w4d.

    IVF #1    Oct 2014 - antagonist protocol: 9R, 7M, 5F. 3dt of 3 Grade 2 embies. BFN. 
    IVF #2    Jan 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle.  Converted to IUI #1. BFFN
    IVF #2.1 March 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle.

    BFP #6  (SUPRISE!) 3/19/15.  EDD 11/30/15...  CP at 4w2d.
    IUI #2:    Clomid + Follistim = 3 follies. BFN.
    IVF #2.2 May 2015 - horrible response to micro lupron flare protocol: 3R, 3M, 3F. 3dt of 2 Grade 3 embies. BFFN. 

    BFP #7 (beyond surprised again!) 4/26/16. EDD 1/5/17. beautiful betas!!!! and then near-fatal hemorrhagic corpus luteum. turns out baby was ectopic after all; another lap 5/6 (@24dpo).

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  • Congratulations!  She is beautiful!

    I'm sorry for the loss of your grandmother.  ((Hugs))

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    BFP #2 8/2010 Hadleigh Abigail born April 7, 2011 8 lb., 11 oz.
    BFP #3 7/2011 EDD 3/27/12 Missed MC at 12w3d (Sara Grace)
    BFP #4 12/13/11 EDD 8/19/12 Praying for this little baby!
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  • Absolutely beautiful.  Congratulations
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  • So sweet and precious taking her little nap there!   :)  Congrats to you and your family!
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    ~BFP #3 8/11. EDD 4/24/12. Heavy bleeding episodes from a lost twin. DD born 4/14/12.~
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  • Congrats! What a cutie!
    Me: 31     DH: 33
    Dx: Me: Recurrent Pregnancy Loss; DH: Low Morphology (2%)
    BFP#1: MC 3/1/11 at 6w1d - EDD 10/21/11
    BFP#2: 5/3/11 - EDD 1/9/12 - DD Born 1/6/12
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    BFP#3: MC 2/8/14 at 4w5d - EDD 10/13/14
    BFP#4: MC 5/6/14 at 4w4d - EDD 1/9/15
    BFP#5: MMC discovered 8/4/14 at 9w1d - D&C 8/5/14 - Baby Boy with Trisomy 16 (maternal origin) - EDD 3/8/15
    BFP#6: CP 11/6/14 at 4w2d - EDD 7/14/15
    IVF #1 with ICSI & PGS: May/June 2015, ER 6/3/15, 17R/17M/15F
    IVF #2 with ICSI & PGS: July 2015, ER 7/16/15, 16R/11M/9F
    PGS results = 6 normal embryos (4 boys, 2 girls)
    FET 9/23/15 = BFFN
    Natural FET 11/4/15 = BFP!
    Beta 9dp5dt = 92

  • She is so cute! Congratulations! 
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