Heading back over here

hungryhippo · October 2011

Hi Ladies, I got a BFP on Monday but my betas went from 171 to 115. I'm going to have an ultrasound today to rule out ectopic because it is possible this pregnancy is actually left over from last cycle rather than a new pregnancy. It has been an incredibly confusing couple of days.

I'll spare all the details, but if you want to see my whole story, it is in two parts on PgAL (warning the comments in these links have tickers).

https://community.thebump.com/cs/ks/forums/thread/59475069.aspx

https://community.thebump.com/cs/ks/forums/thread/59516510.aspx

Even though I was pretty realistic about the chances of another loss considering our impossible BFP, I'm still taking it incredibly hard. I hate how TTC and loss are negatively impacting other areas of my life - especially work.

I emailed a counselor today to try to make an appointment.

I hope to see everyone leave this board for a pregnancy board very soon. In the meantime, I'm going to try to come back and be supportive as best I can.

jenn0021 · October 2011

I am so so sorry that you are back. I hate how unfair life is. Sending you some ((hugs)). You are always welcome back.

emeraudecephiro · October 2011

Biggest of big hugs, my friend.

I'm sorry my dear you are coming back to us, but we are always here for you.

bribri81404 · October 2011

((Huge Hugs)) I'm so sorry you are going through this again. My thoughts and prayers are with you through this tough time!

hungryhippo · October 2011

Thank you so much ladies - this means a lot.

Kasi80 · October 2011

Huge *HUGS* going your way. So sorry to hear. I don't think any loss is easy to handle. SO sorry.

iluvchris27 · October 2011

So sorry you are back over here, **Hugs**

mrsgaines100 · October 2011

Wow that is quite a story- this type of confusion on top of loss does not help matters!! I will keep you in my thoughts- let us know what happens!!

bluebonnetmeg · October 2011

I am so very sorry that you find yourself back over here. I feel like there have been several of our girls that had to come back recently, and it is just not fair. ((hugs)) I hope talking with a counselor helps.

kokokat · October 2011

mrsgaines100:
Wow that is quite a story- this type of confusion on top of loss does not help matters!! I will keep you in my thoughts- let us know what happens!!

This exactly. I'm sorry you're going through this, and I think a counselor is a great idea. I love mine.

carcrashheart · October 2011

Hugs. Im so sorry. I actually take the losses harder as each one goes by, despite others figuring i would be used to it by now. It never gets any easier. I hope your return is short and your next move sweet.

Smootiepie · October 2011

I'm so sorry that you are back. T&Ps for a good u/s today.

ella.mabel · October 2011

I'm so sorry for your loss. What an emotional rollercoaster, it's so not fair. ((hugs)) Take care.

VikingQueen · October 2011

Oh sweetie.. I am so sorry ((huge hugs))

melly918 · October 2011

Oh, I am so sorry. I remembered your announcement recently that you were moving over to PgAL. ((hugs))

MeatballEsq · October 2011

I'm so sorry for your loss and all you are going through. I hope we can be here to offer some form of support when you are ready for it. ((BIG HUGS))

LaTi07 · October 2011

(Hugs). I'm so so sorry you have to come back here.

AppleJack83 · October 2011

((Huge hugs)) I am so sorry that are coming back

linfor2 · October 2011

So sorry you have to come back! ((Big Hugs))

amandacol28 · October 2011

I am so sorry! You are in my prayers.

ktsnshn · October 2011

((huge hugs)) I am so sorry that you have to go through this.

FreyaWin2382 · October 2011

I am so, so sorry you are having to go through this. T&Ps your way.

GATORSnBRONCOSgoTEBOW · October 2011

I'm so sorry

mijakach · October 2011

I'm so very sorry that you're going through this again. No one deserves to go through this once, let alone multiple times.

mrssoprano · October 2011

I'm so sorry. Seeing a counselor has been so helpful to me in this and other areas of my life, so I'm glad you took that step. (((HUGS)))

RizzaTs · October 2011

I am so, so sorry.

ccam · October 2011

I'm so sorry that you have to be back here. My thoughts and prayers are with you!!

GraceInCA · October 2011

I'm so very sorry you're back. Lots of hugs.

coastalmaine · October 2011

Oh Hungry, I am sorry

So confusing.....I have gone to see a counselor as well and I must say it has helped. She has validated what a huge traumatic even M/C is and makes me feel like I am not just being overly sensitive or just a big bag of nerves. Take care of yourself and I am here if you need to chat. ((hugs))