So I was sure that I O'd last week based on my temp, EWCM, and positive
OPK. Well, the OPK got lighter after what I thought was O but I kept
using them to make sure we were done this month. Well, today my OPK was
definitely positive... and it was even darker than I ever saw it last
week and I have a ton of watery CM. Only problem is that my husband is
in the military and left this morning to go in the field. He may be
home tomorrow night or he may not be home until Friday. We don't even
know. AAGGGHH! I'm so upset that we didn't BD last night and now I'm
fearing that we've missed out chance... and with my super long (45+)
day cycles, it's not only another 2 weeks until another O. I'm so
frustrated and I just feel like crying. I just needed to vent before I
had a melt down in real life. I'm hoping to hold it together. I don't
need to be a crying mess when the guy comes to install my home security
system, but that's all I want to do.
PCOS--TTC since 11/2010:
5 cycles of Clomid: all BFN, 1 cycle of Follistim:CP
1 year break thanks to deployment.
1 cycle Follistim: BFN, Lap to remove peritubal cyst May 2013
2 cycles Follistim + trigger: BFN, Gonal F +IUI April 2014: BFP!!!!!!
Also, the cycle we conceived I was sure we wouldn't and was in tears because H was in the field that week too. He got to come home, but it was so late and left so early, that we half-heartedly did it once and so not on the right day so I was convinced no way...and yet, BFP. So you never know.
Thanks Lulu. That does make me feel better. It just stinks so much sometimes going through this IF thing with my DH going in and out of the field all the time. He didn't even get a day's notice so we could BD for good measure. It's so irritating that I can take all the meds and do all the right things but if he's not home, it's all for nothing. It does make me feel better that you got your BFP in a similar situation. Here's to hoping it's my lucky month and he gets home ASAP.
PCOS--TTC since 11/2010:
5 cycles of Clomid: all BFN, 1 cycle of Follistim:CP
1 year break thanks to deployment.
1 cycle Follistim: BFN, Lap to remove peritubal cyst May 2013
2 cycles Follistim + trigger: BFN, Gonal F +IUI April 2014: BFP!!!!!!
Have fun with trying instead of stressing. I know its easier said than done especially when you're working with a timeline. After trying for three years the month I decided to just let go and have fun/enjoy the intimacy with H with no expectations we conceived that month.
I used OPKs the month we did Clomid and iui just for the fun of it. They were ridiculously wrong. I got positives a week after the HCG injectionduring taking clomid, etc. Keep your fingers crossed - its not over till AF shows
~*~ Nikki ~*~
DS born 2/18/08!
TTC #2 since 01/2009
11/01 Round #5 Clomid 100 mg, IUI 11/14, at 10dpiui
11/26 Beta:12dpiui 114
11/29 Beta:15dpiui 755
1/9/10 First U/S: TRIPLETS!
6/20/11 And then there were six...
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