So I was sure that I O'd last week based on my temp, EWCM, and positive
OPK. Well, the OPK got lighter after what I thought was O but I kept
using them to make sure we were done this month. Well, today my OPK was
definitely positive... and it was even darker than I ever saw it last
week and I have a ton of watery CM. Only problem is that my husband is
in the military and left this morning to go in the field. He may be
home tomorrow night or he may not be home until Friday. We don't even
know. AAGGGHH! I'm so upset that we didn't BD last night and now I'm
fearing that we've missed out chance... and with my super long (45+)
day cycles, it's not only another 2 weeks until another O. I'm so
frustrated and I just feel like crying. I just needed to vent before I
had a melt down in real life. I'm hoping to hold it together. I don't
need to be a crying mess when the guy comes to install my home security
system, but that's all I want to do.
PCOS--TTC since 11/2010:
5 cycles of Clomid: all BFN, 1 cycle of Follistim:CP
1 year break thanks to deployment.
1 cycle Follistim: BFN, Lap to remove peritubal cyst May 2013
2 cycles Follistim + trigger: BFN, Gonal F +IUI April 2014: BFP!!!!!!
Boy/Girl Twins due Jan 5, 2015!!!