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I am soooo angry!

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Re: I am soooo angry!

  • Jlynn3Jlynn3

    fcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcuk.

    That's all I have to say.

    fcuk.you.IF. 

    SAIFW
    TTC since 2008 dx PCOS & MFI
    Clomid/Femara no "O"
    IVF #1 BFN
    FET #1 cancelled for biopsy
    FET #1.2 c/p, July 2012 c/p
    IUI #1 & 1.2 canceled
    IVF #2 ER 12/1, Freeze all due to OHSS
    FET #2.1 cancelled due to DVT risk, FET #2.2 Jan 2013
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  • Mrs.VozMrs.Voz
    I'm just catching up for the day and I am sooo sad about ked... about all of us... {{Big Hugs to Everyone}}
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  • madhatterxomadhatterxo member
    imagetheworms:

    FUCKKK YOU IF!

    UGH!!!  I want to punch people and vomit on them.

     

    Yes 

    Me: 27, DH: 28 TTC since 11/09
    2/10 & 3/10 Clomid 50mg-BFN
    5/10-Lap Surgery for Stage 2 Endo
    3/11-IUI#1 with Follistim and Menopur-developed mild OHSS= BFN
    6/11-IUI#2 with Follistim -developed moderate OHSS= BFN!
    7/11-FSH-11, AMH 1.6
    9/11-ttc naturally with positive thoughts :)
    10/6/11-POSITIVE pregnancy test!!! 15dpo BETA-220
    6/14/2012- Riley Harper arrived!! We love our little girl
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  • leslies75leslies75
    Agreed.
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  • patchen30patchen30 member
    IF svcks!!!!!! Life is so unfair sometimes.

    TTC in 2008. Stage II/III endo, Hashimotos hypothyroid, low morph (3%).
    2 cycles Clomid/Ovidrel/TI/Crinone=BFN.
    IUI #1 - 4 Follistim/Ovidrel/IUI/Crinone = BFN.
    IVF #1 - Antagonist w/ ICSI 4/10. 17 retrieved, 5DT of 2, BFN :(
    IVF #2 - Long Lupron w/ ICSI 6/10. 15 retrieved, 3DT of 2, BFFN!!
    Lap 7/21/10
    IVF #3 - Clomid/Antagonist w/ ICSI 10/10. 14 retreived, 3DT of 3, BFP 10/20 but m/c. No HB 11/15/10 - D&C 11/17/10.
    FET - 2 blasts, 1 survived the thaw. Transfer 2/19. Beta #1 3/1 375, Beta #2 3/3 885, Beta #3 3/8 4261, Beta #4 3/11 9005. U/S 3/8 1 sac 1 yolk, U/S 3/16 1 heartbeat 114bpm!

     

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  • psychmusetlspsychmusetls member
    Couldn't have said it better myself. Fuif >:v
    S/PAIFW
    Tara & Dave - TTC since September 2006
    PCOS - dx 1999 (amenorrhea) | freakishly long fallopian tubes
    Hypoglycemic | thyroid issues | severely anemic
    Multiple Clomid cycles of 50, 100, 150 - absolutely no response
    Follistim 50/100 | Follistim 75/125 | Follistim 100/150 IUI - all BFNs
    Converted IVF - BFP - m/c | FET - BFN | IVF #2 = BFN
    IVF #3
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  • grazygrazy member
    Agreed. I am in such a bad mood right now because of this bad news. I just dont fuckkiiiing get it.?
    DS born 7.30.11
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  • Yolanbo9Yolanbo9 member

    Well said worms!!!

    FU IF!!!!

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  • ked1068ked1068

    Thank you everyone.

    And I concur completely... F UCK IF!

    Lilypie Waiting to Adopt tickers
    3 IUI's, 2 IVF's , 1 FET , 1 IVF w/ Gestational Carrier, and 1 FET using adopted embryo's = ALL BFNs
    We are adopting!

    SAIF/PAIF IS ALWAYS WELCOMED TO POST IN MY POSTS!!!
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  • cookie_queencookie_queen
    imagetheworms:

    UGH!!!  I want to punch people and vomit on them.

     

    I could get on board with this plan. 

    TTC with severe MFI since 9/08 IVF w/ ICSI #1 May/June 2010= BFP twins
    Callan George and Bennett Charles born and died 11/7/10
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
    FET #1 April 2011= BFN
    FET #2 July 2011= no transfer because my lining sucked
    FET #3 February 2012= BFP! 1st beta 9dp5dt=314 2nd beta 11dp5dt=977 1st U/S 3/20 Twins- Heart rates of 111 and 138 Pregnancy Ticker
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  • newsbabynewsbaby
    I don't understand. The world is such a sick place.
    TTC since 8/07 DX - Severe MFI/azoospermia & MTHFR/ TESEs found sperm - 7/08 & 6/09/ 12/08 - IVF#1 - BFN/ 6/09 - IVF #2 - cancelled due to OHSS risk (had retrieval)/ 7/09 - FET #1 - BFN/ 9/09 - FET #2 - BFN/ 11/09 - IVF #3 with new RE cancelled twice - 10/09 & 11/09/ 1/10 - IVF #3 take 3 - BFN/ 4/10 - IVF #4 - first ever BFP on 5/13/10!!! 108 @ 10dp3dt/ 2nd beta 311!/ sono on 5/28/10 said TWINS!!!! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers
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  • aebabyaebaby
    Horrible.  Just horrible
    TTC since May 2009 - DOR (ovarian cancer) DE w RBA December 2011 - transferred one embryo 12/14 - three frosties Beta #1 - 129 (12/22) Beta #2 - ? (12/26)
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  • kme930kme930 member
    It is just so unbelievably unfair - I'm so saddened to read new like this. Couldn't agree with you more - IF can suck it. 
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  • DeputiesWifeDeputiesWife
    imagetheworms:

    i fuckken hate IF!!

    why is so hard for kind, loving, generous people to become parents?  seriously,  every other douchebag on the street has sex and gets pregnant.

    i am heart-broken for KED and all of us.  this is so unfair.

    FUCKKK YOU IF!

    UGH!!!  I want to punch people and vomit on them.

     

    agree 100%

    TTC #2 since June '08

    ~*DD 10.21.07*~

    dx unexplained

    IUI #1-4 BFN

    IVF#1 June 2011 BFN

    IVF#2 Dec 2011

    Beta#1 12/21 : 812 Beta#2 12/23 : 1634

    EDD 8/25

    *PAIFW/SAIFW*

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  • SunMoon&StarsSunMoon&Stars member
    Oh, I know about the anger, do I ever. I was first coming to terms with IF in mid-2008 (diagnosed on '07 but I was in denial for a while) and living in Orlando. That was where and when the whole Casey Anthony case blew wide open. I was like WTF, SHE can have a baby and I can't? I was so obsessively angry I was glued to the Nancy Grace show for months. I still look forward to her conviction and sentencing.

    This thing with Ked, this just plain sucks.

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  • tapgirltapgirl
    I could not agree more.  It is like some kind of cruel, cosmic joke and I HATE IT!!
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