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1st u/s sadness and goodbye for now

BzeetyDBzeetyD member
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Ladies -

Thanks for all the support for the past weeks. This board and TTCAL are such a fantastic place for answers, realism, kindness, and hope.

There was only a gestational sac at our ultrasound today, no yolk sac, no sign of any embryo, so no heartbeat. We're crushed and especially this evening has been so hard. We know that we'll try again ASAP and believe that somewhere out in the ether there's a bean with our name on it. If you see him or her, tell 'em we're waiting and we're still so excited to meet them someday.

Best of luck to all of you, sticky dust, doubling dust, whatever you need. Thanks for all the help and well wishes. Take care.

 

BzeetyD = 38, Mr. BzeetyD = 44 together 12/02 married 9/08
TTC #1 since 1/10
DX: Unexplained/??? MFI issues

Our lil' lost sparks:
5w3d loss 7/30/10 - EDD March 2011
8w loss 4/15/11 - EDD November 2011
8w3d loss 8/2/12 - EDD March 2013
4w c/p loss 10/29/12 - EDD July 2013

Long story: trying on our own + testing testing testing with 6 rounds of Clomid, more testing, injectables + TI, laparoscopy - one tube blocked, 2 IUIs with Follistim...BFNs.
RPL testing all normal, Karyotyping normal

Moving on to IVF.

IVF #1 April 2012 = BFN, IVF #2 June 2012 = BFP. U/S 7/23 = saw heartbeat but measuring behind. Follow up U/S on 7/30 - no heartbeat. D&C 8/2. Trisomy 12. IVF #3 Oct 2012 = Chemical Pregnancy

Phone consult with CCRM on 12/12/12 - ODWU 1/4/13 - both tubes clear(!) - AFC 24, AMH 3.2, FSH 9.6, LH 5.4, E2 25. DH has high frag rate but improved!
IVF #4 March 2013 CCRM. EP protocol w/ Menopur, Gonal-F & Dexamethasone. ER 3/29 & IMSI, PICSI. 43R 13M 10F 6blasts bio'd. CCS testing reveals 3 normals!!!
FET 5/31/13 of 1 4AA blast - thawed and expanded. 4dp5dt BFP.
Beta 9dp5dt = 181, 11dp5dt = 427. 1st u/s showed a healthy heartbeat! EDD 2/16/14

After 4 years of hoping and heartbreak, our sweet little bean was born on 2/19/14
We are so in love with her.

"I'm not telling you it's going to be easy, I'm telling you it's going to be worth it."

Everybody is welcome!!!
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  • Jamers822Jamers822 member
    (((HUGS))) I am so sorry. T&P's to you and your DH.
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  • julesjbjulesjb member
    Huge ((hugs)) I'm so very sorry
    BFP #1 6/18/10 Saw HB 7/15/10 Missed M/C 8/17/10 @ 12 weeks 2 days- 2 D&C's( 8/20 and 8/26) BFP#2 11/21/10 Nonviable at 5wks, possible ectopic. Methotrexate 12/3/10&12/9/10 BFP#3 3/10/11 Beta@12dpo 39 Beta@14dpo 160! 21 DPO 2439 HB at 7wks 127 EDD 11/17/11
    ITS A BOY!!!! Born 11/13/11 BFP #4: 10/29/12 edd 7/11/12
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  • 704bride704bride member
    I'm so sorry.  I hope you're back again really soon.
    Baby Boy #1 born on 3/21/08 
    BFP 8/2/10 (3w5d); No more heartbeat on 8/30/10 (7w4d); D&C on 9/2/10 (8w) - Baby Boy with Triploidy
    BFP 12/3/10 (4w2d); Natural miscarriage 12/12/10 (5w4d) - Unknown cause
    Diagnosed with Compound Heterozygous MTHFR
    BFP 3/9/11; Baby Boy #2 born on 11/7/11
    Currently TTC Baby #3

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  • shanna82shanna82 member
    I'm so very sorry for your loss  :(    ((hugs))
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  • nekillonekillo
    I am so sorry for your loss.  My thoughts are with you and your husband during this horrible time.  {{Hugs}}
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  • Junebug060609Junebug060609 member
    Oh no.  I'm so sorry you are experiencing this again.  I really hope your bean finds you soon.  (((hugs)))

    BFP#2 2.5.11 (EDD 10.15.11) DS born 9.28.11

    BFP#4 8.27.13 (EDD 5.6.14) DD born 4.23.14

     

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  • angiemedic56angiemedic56
    I hope you get your little bean soon. i'm so sorry you had to say goodbye. xo
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  • haziedazehaziedaze member
    ((HUGE HUGS)) that was what we saw the last time around. It was completely heartbreaking so my heart goes out to you. T&P that you'll be headed back here very soon with a growing bean!
    BFP#1 9/14/10 (EDD 5/21/11); no fetal pole 6w6d, 7w4d, d&c 10/8
    BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL
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    BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.
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  • kelliandjustinkelliandjustin
    I'm so sorry for your loss.  Sendings lots of thoughts and prayers.
    TTC Since 2/09... BFP 12/26/09 - Missed miscarriage (6 weeks), D&C 1/28/10, BFP 4/23/10 - Miscarriage (18 wks 4 days) due to Turner's Syndrome, Delivered Lyla Ann on 7/29/10, BFP 12/10/10 - Natural miscarriage (5 weeks 6 days) 12/23/10, BFP 2/2/11 - EDD: 10/15/11 - Stick baby stick!!
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  • anonomityanonomity
    I'm so sorry for your losses.  ((HUGS))  Take care of yourself, and I hope to see you back here soon.
    TTC since January 2010
    BFP 5/9/10. U/S - no heartbeat 6/2/10 (7 weeks). Induced miscarriage 6/7/10.
    Chemical pregnancies 12/2/10, 1/3/11, and 2/7/11.
    dx: RPL due to poor quality uterine lining; begin progesterone January 2011
    BFP 3/10/11. EDD 11/19/11. E arrived 11/15/11!

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  • puppy love 2puppy love 2

    I am so very sorry for your loss.

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  • Eris-AlexisEris-Alexis

    ::Lurking from TTCAL::

    I'm so sorry you are going through this.  ((Big HUGS))

    TTC #1 since 8/09
    BFP#1 - 9/2/10, EDD 5/14/11, Twins Hannah and Liam lost 11/7/10 @ 13w1d.
    BFP #2 - 2/9/11, EDD 10/13/11, LO lost 2/13/11 @ 5w4d
    BFP #3 - 5/9/11, DS born 1/13/12

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  • ElleB*ElleB* member
    T&Ps to you.  Hopefully you will be back here soon.
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  • martinimommamartinimomma member
    I am so sorry.  Sending T&P for peace and healing your way!

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    BFP #2 2/2011
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  • hopefulelisehopefulelise
    I'm so sorry for your loss, take care of yourself.
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  • rock-ellerock-elle member
    I'm so sorry for your loss!
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  • OrangeDaisy13OrangeDaisy13
    I'm so very sorry!
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  • itsmeginitsmegin
    I am so sorry you are going through this. I hope you get your little bean soon.
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  • StephK86StephK86

    Sending you a million (((HUGS))). My heart breaks everytime I have to see another wonderful family lose their baby. I am so sorry for your loss.

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  • butterflynolabutterflynola member
    So sorry for your loss ((hugs))
    ?DD 9/17/10 22wks I carry you in my heart.?
    bfp#2 2/14/11? cerclage placed at 13 weeks
    ?DS 9/29/11 36 wks 3 days 8lb 20 1/4" ?
    bfp#3 12/15/12 CP 12/27/12
    bfp#4 2/25/13
    beta#1 51 beta#2 163 beta#3 1,370
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  • jerriesgirljerriesgirl
    I'm so sorry.  ((hugs))
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  • Ernie52408Ernie52408 member
    I'm so sorry for your loss.
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  • KCKSarahKCKSarah member
    So sorry for your loss.  Take good care of yourself.
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  • tew213tew213 member
    I am so sorry ((hugs))
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  • samm1983samm1983 member
    I am so sorry.  Hugs to you.
    7 mm/c
    APS, hetero factor v leiden & MTHFR
    bfp #1 - 12.11.07, edd 8.14.08, mm/c 1.21.08 (10w4d)
    bfp #2 - 4.4.08, edd 12.3.08, mm/c 5.14.08 (11w)
    bfp #3 - 8.3.08, edd 4.15.09, mm/c 9.17.08 (10w)
    bfp #4 - 1.15.09, edd 9.26.09, mm/c 2.16.09 (8w2d)
    bfp #5 - 6.16.09, edd 2.25.10, mm/c 7.23.09 (9w)
    bfp #6 - 8.12.10, edd 4.27.11, mm/c 9.16.10 (8w1d)
    one more try -> bfp #7 - 2.11, our miracle baby boy arrived 10.11
    ttc again -> bfp #8 - 5.3.13, edd 1.13.14, mm/c 5.30.13 (7w3d)
    bfp #9 - 9.23.13, our miracle baby girl arrived 5.29.14

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  • Jordan1234Jordan1234
    I am so, so sorry.  *hugs*
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  • MommyandKateMommyandKate
    I'm so very sorry.
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  • babes12babes12 member
    i'm so sorry for your loss.  ((hugs))  and best wishes for the future.
    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
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  • bryanandkatrinabryanandkatrina member
    I am so very sorry for your loss ((((hugs))))
    * PAL/PgAL Bumpie & NBC-Twi Nestie * imageBloggity Blog BFP #1 in 2001 ? natural m/c @ 9w4d ? TTC our first since 2009 ? BFP #2 on 8/25/2010 ? natural M/C @ 7w6d on 9/25/2010 Clomid cycle #1 @ 50mg = BFP #3 on 1/1/11 ~ EDD 9/14/2011!!! Lilypie First Birthday tickers
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  • HadleySHadleyS member
    (((hugs)))  I am so very sorry, BzeetyD.  My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.  I hope you come back here soon with a sticky little bean of a baby.
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    BFP 03/03/11, EDD 11/09/11, We love you so much already, our sweet little munchkin!!!
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    *Congrats to my buddy, Izabella22 (BFP 5/11/11)!!!Sending you Ts and Ps for a healthy, take-home baby!
    *Congrats to my buddy, myaddiwaddi06(BFP 10/31/11)!!!Sending you Ts and Ps for a healthy, take-home baby!
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  • MsPegeesMsPegees
    HUGS - I'm so sorry for your loss.  Hopefully we will see you back soon, with your sticky baby.
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  • camdenfaithfulcamdenfaithful
    I am so sorry.  ((((((HUGE HUGS))))))
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  • damabo80damabo80 member
    I'm so sorry. Huge hugs to you.


    BFP #1 via IUI ~ L (Fatal Birth Defect) 4/7/10
    BFP #2 via IUI ~ m/c
    BFP #3 via cancelled IUI ~ C (2lb 3oz; HELLP) 5/16/11
    BFP #4 via the natural (free!) way ~ E (8lb 11oz) 9/13/12
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  • Froggy76Froggy76 member
    I am so sorry. Sad
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  • Scout05Scout05 member
    I am so sorry.
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  • slgbreedenslgbreeden member
    I'm so sorry:(( I was so hopeful you'd have a good appt. I hope to see you back here really soon with take home baby on the way! Take care, lots of ((HUGS))
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  • ColleenS629ColleenS629 member
    I'm so sorry.
    m/c 7/17/10
    Dx: MFI- 3% morph
    IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
    IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
    3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
    Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance

    FET: Medicated FET moved up to 5/23 due to ovulation
    Transferred a 6BB hatched blastocyst- genetically normal female embryo
    BFP! 5/28- 5dp6dt      
    6/1 Beta #1- 223! 6/3 Beta #2- 567!

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  • ravenorchidravenorchid
    ((Huge Hugs)) I am so sorry.
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    BFP 2: 12/28/10
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  • Nicks10Nicks10
    I am so sorry.  Your post is so touching it makes me cry.  I hope to see you back here very soon.
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    BFP1: 8/20/10, spotting 8/23 at 5 wks, MTX shots 9/17 and 9/28
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  • Karen1998Karen1998 member
    I'm so sorry for your loss.  Big ((((((hugs)))))).
    BFP#1 4/17/10...EDD 1/6/11...M/C 5/28/10 BFP#2 11/19/10...EDD 8/4/11 Squeaker born 7/30.
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