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So, I went for my monitoring appointment on Saturday.  I only have one follicle.  The same as if I had not been shooting myself up twice daily.  So they have cancelled my IVF and I am doing an IUI on Wednesday instead.  Then they will become much more aggressive with my protocol if needed for the next IVF.  I was devastated on Saturday.  Now I'm trying to find the silver lining in this whole mess.
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  • Oh honey.  I'm so, so, sorry.  (((hugs)))
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  • I'm sorry hon! ((hugs)) Good luck with the IUI on Wednesday.
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    2/2010 - 5/2010 Testing with OBGYN
    8/2010 First RE Appointment
    11/2010 Second Opinion RE Appointment
    12/2010 Clomid + IUI #1 = BFN
    1/2011 Clomid + IUI #2 = BFN
    2/2011 Clomid + IUI #3 = BFN
    5/2011 IVF #1, ET 6/2, Beta 6/15 = BFN
    8/2011 FET ET 9/12 = BFN :0(
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    1/2012 IVF #2 ER 1/12, ET 1/15, Beta 1/27 = BFFN
    4/2012 FET ET ??/?? =
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  • ((Hugs)) I'm so sorry, hon!
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  • So sorry Heather.
  • Oh heather:(  I'm so so sorry!  I can't even imagine how dissapointing that is.  I pray this IUI works and you don't have to do it all over again but at least they know to be aggressive next time!

     Sending lots of thoughts and prayers your way (((hugs!)))

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  • I am so sorry - *hugs* 
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  • I'm so sorry, HC.  ((HUGE HUGS))  They may just need to tweak your protocol to get the response they want to see.  Sending T&Ps that this IUI works for you.  But, if it does not, I am also sending T&Ps that they come up with a better protocol for your next cycle.

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    Dx: DOR, Endo, APA+ (really high beta 2 glycoprotein antibody and high everything else tested), heterozygous MTHFR mutation, positive for lupus anticoagulant, high FSH, low AMH and both tubes blocked (per HSG on 3/8/11)

    IVF #1 - long lupron (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 4 retrieved, 3 fertilized; ET 2 blasts and 1 frozen = BFN

    IVF #2 - a version of antagonist with EPP (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized, 2 blasts and 1 frozen blast transferred on day 5 = BFN.

    IVF #3 April was postponed to May, May was canceled. June/July was canceled. Had a cyst aspiration and then began IVF #3 in August. ER on 8/22; ET on 8/24 with AH. +HPT on 9/5. Beta #1 (11dpo) = 3; Beta #2 (15dpo) = 29; Beta #3 (17dpo) = 60; Beta #4 (19 dpo) = 118. Heartbeat at 6 weeks 6 days =132.  Lil is here!

    TTC#2:  Trigger + TI = BFN; Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN.

    IVF #4:  BCP + MDLF + Lovenox = 7R, 1F = Transferred 1 6-cell embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #5:  MDLF + Lovenox = 4R, 1F = Transferred 1 10-cell compacting embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #6:  (New RE):  Long Antagonist November 2014 (transferred two 8 cell grade 1 embryos and froze one blast) = BFN

    FET#1:  BFN

  • I'm so sorry!  Good luck with the IUI, though.
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  • (((hugs))) I am so sorry. Many T&Ps that this cycle still has a happy outcome for you!
    IUIs #1-3 (1x unmedicated, 2x Clomid) = 2 BFNs, 1 m/c at 7w3d
    IUIs #4-6 (injects) = 3 BFNs
    IVF #1 = BFN
    FET #1 = BFN
    FET #2 = BFN
    IVF #2 = BFP, b/g twins lost at 20w due to partial abruption/PPROM
    IVF #3 = c/p 5w2d
    Long-shot Clomid/Prednisone cycle before next IVF = BFP, our beautiful, healthy girl born 6/26/13!
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    FET #3 - May/June 2014
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    IVF #4 - July/August 2014 
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  • I'm so so sorry Heather. ((giant hugs)) I wish you tons of luck with your IUI though.
  • I'm sorry.  =(  At least you're not completely out for this cycle.
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  • I am so sorry, at least you can go through IUI. GL with IUI. I wish you the best.
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  • I am so sorry Heather :(  ((hugs))
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  • I'm so sorry.
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    3/25/11 IUI#1= BFP m/c; D&C at 7w3d (Trisomy 16)
    IUIs #2, #3, #4 and #5= BFNs
    Onto IVF #1= BFN
    FET 4/6/12= 2 extended blasts transferred, with one hatching
    Beta 1= 607; Beta 2= 1,564; Beta 3= 24,439; Beta 4= over 64,000
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  • This is very sad. I hope you won't need IVF but if you do that they will find the right protocol.
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  • I am so sorry.  ((hugs))


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    TTC #2 - 6/12 surgery #3, FET #1 & 1.2 = BFN, 12/2012 FET #2 = BFP! DD is 1.5 yrs!
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  • Oh no, HC!  I'm very sorry to hear this.  Hang in there, love.

    ::giant snuggly hugs::

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  • I'm so sorry ((HUGS)). I hope the IUI works.
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  • I'm sorry, that must be so frustrating!

    I wish you good luck for your IUI on Wednesday and will keep my fingers crossed that this is it!

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  • I'm so sorry.  ((Hugs))
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  • I'm so sorry, good luck with the IUI.  It only takes 1.  ::hugs::

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  • I am so so sorry!!  Good luck with the IUI, I hope that it works for you!
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    11/10 - 100mg Clomid + trigger + IUI + Estradiol + Progesterone = BFN
    12/10 - Unmedicated cycle due to RE not doing treatments in December = BFN
    1/11 - 100mg Clomid + trigger + IUI + Estradiol + Progesterone = BFN
    2/11 - Same sh!t, different month = IUI cancelled due to no response = BFN
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    Beta 6/3 - 15.8; Beta 6/7 - 21.8; Beta 6/10 - 7 :(
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  • I am so sorry Heather!!  I will be thinking of you and praying for a successful IUI on Wednesday.  ((((hugs))))
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  • I am so sorry! Fingers crossed for you that the IUI works!!
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  • I'm so sorry Heather. Good luck with the IUI!!!
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  • ((HUGS)) I am so sorry Heather!

     
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    6 failed clomid/femara/TI cycles, 1 failed clomid/ovidrel/IUI cycle
    Successful Cycle: 5/12/11 - 1000mg Metformin + 100mg Clomid(late response) + TI = BFP

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  • I am so sorry!  I really hope this IUI does the trick and you won;t even have to think about another IVF cycle.
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  • Oh Heather I'm really sorry.  I will hope that the IUI works for you though! 

    When you did your baseline did they have an idea about how many follies they'd hope to retrieve?  What was your antral follicle count?

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    1/11: IUI #2 = 5mg Femara + trigger + IUI = BFN
    2/11: IUI #3 = injectibles + trigger + IUI = BFN
    IVF #1 April 2011 ER 4/23 w/16 eggs retrieved, 14 mature, 11 fert., 4 blasts to freeze, 5dt of 2 blasts on 4/28, beta #1 5/7 = 243... beta #2 5/9 = 491....beta #3 5/11 = 1113!!
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  • ((hugs)) to you. So sorry to hear this, but hoping that the IUI works for you!!
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  • How frustrating!  Sorry to hear that, GL with the IUI!
    TTC since 10/09
    dx PCOS, mild Endo, hypothyroid, MFI mophology
    3 Clomid cycles=BFN
    12/10 IUI = c/p
    2/11 IUI = c/p
    RPL b/w=all negative
    6/11 IVF#1 = c/p
    8/11 Lap
    11/11 FET = c/p
    7.14.12 IVF&PGD+acu+Lovenox=BFP

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  • So sorry (((hugs)))
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  • I just found out the same thing today.  My IUI is scheduled for Thursday.   I am completely devastated as well.  I'm so sorry you are going through this, too.  Sad
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  • I am so sorry. That has to be so disappointing but I'm at least glad that they didn't cancel the cycle completely for you and instead are going with iui. Lots of T&P going your way.
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  • I'm so sorry hun! I hope the IUI will work so you don't have to do another IVF attempt. Good luck!
  • Heather, I'm so sorry.  (((hugs)))

    Sending tons of good luck for the IUI. 

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  • I am very sorry - I hope it's a lucky, shiny follie that can't wait to be inseminated Smile
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  • That sucks.

    ((hugs))

    Hopefully the IUI works though!

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  • I am so sorry hon.  I will be praying that one follicle and IUI still leads to your miracle baby.  ((hugs))
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    Me: PCOS, Blood/Immune Issues DH: Low all 3
    Jun.- Sep. 2010 IUI#1-#3 = BFN
    Oct. 2010 = IVF #1 = B/G Twins (passed away Feb. 2011)
    May 2011 = Myomectomy and trans-abdominal cerclage (TAC)
    Sep. 2011 = Surprise BFP = C/P
    Feb. 2012 = sFET #1 = BFN
    Feb.2012 = Hail Mary IUI #4 = BFN
    April/May 2012 = FET #2 w/our last two embies = BFP (Please let this be it!)
    Beta #1 8dp5/6dt = 234 Beta #2 10dp5/6dt = 695 Beta #3 12dp5/6dt = 1796 Beta #4 17dp5/6dt = 17,888 U/S #1 May 17, 2012 = Twins
    Baby B's heart stop beating at 9 weeks 5 days
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  • I read about this in your blog & just responded, but wanted to say again how sorry I am. Try to stay positive, hun. I'm keeping everything crossed for you. (((huge hugs)))
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  • Oh Heather, I am so sorry. :( I hope your next protocol gets a much better response. (((hugs))) Thinking of you XOXO
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