Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss

I'm feeling very angry today.

It has been one week since I lost the baby and I am just feeling blah. I range from sad to angry to kind of numb in that I just don't really care about anything. This is also my first day back at work which I was dreading.

LIttle things ticked me off: all my pens are just gone because I suppose no one respects my desk and the things on my desk, a laundry list of things to do and a bit of telling me what I had not been doing right and most annoying updates made on a file and instead of saving them in the current file they created a complete new one which just makes things more confusing.

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Re: I'm feeling very angry today.

  • I understand, I am having a similair day. It has been 10 days since I found out. The emotional rollercoaster is horrible.

    I hope your day gets better. Hugs to you.

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  • Thanks :) It just really sucks.
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  • I'm sorry for your loss. I hope things get a little bit easier today.
  • I'm sorry.  Hugs.
  • I am so sorry for your loss.....Hang in there.  You are taking the biggest step in the process of moving forward.  I remember being very prickly about everything when I went back to work after my first loss....thankfully it gets easier (and less frustrating) each day.

    Shelly 

  • Ugh...1st day back to work is just awful.  It's OK to be angry & sad.  I wish there was something I could say to make it all better.  I'm sorry you are having a hard time...just know that you are not alone.   
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  • Thanks everyone! Honestly, I am already really unhappy at my job and the fact that our small office did nothing, no flowers or get well card, for me really hurt my feelings. I mean we send stuff out to our clients all the time for births or if someone has a heartattack or something along those lines.

    I am going to focus on getting out of here, I think that will be a better way to direct all this angry energy.

    Oh and hugs right back to you :)

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  • Oh that stinks. It sounds like your coworkers are either very inconsiderate or they just don't know what to say/do. Sounds like time for a new job!

    Oh, and the pen thing would really really piss me off too.

  • I am sorry you are having a rough day.  <hug>
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  • I completely understand all of the emotions you describe. ?The first day back is so tough. ?It is just exhausting. ?I hope it got a little better and Friday gets here soon!
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