It has been one week since I lost the baby and I am just feeling blah. I range from sad to angry to kind of numb in that I just don't really care about anything. This is also my first day back at work which I was dreading.
LIttle things ticked me off: all my pens are just gone because I suppose no one respects my desk and the things on my desk, a laundry list of things to do and a bit of telling me what I had not been doing right and most annoying updates made on a file and instead of saving them in the current file they created a complete new one which just makes things more confusing.
Re: I'm feeling very angry today.
I understand, I am having a similair day. It has been 10 days since I found out. The emotional rollercoaster is horrible.
I hope your day gets better. Hugs to you.
I am so sorry for your loss.....Hang in there. You are taking the biggest step in the process of moving forward. I remember being very prickly about everything when I went back to work after my first loss....thankfully it gets easier (and less frustrating) each day.
Shelly
Thanks everyone! Honestly, I am already really unhappy at my job and the fact that our small office did nothing, no flowers or get well card, for me really hurt my feelings. I mean we send stuff out to our clients all the time for births or if someone has a heartattack or something along those lines.
I am going to focus on getting out of here, I think that will be a better way to direct all this angry energy.
Oh and hugs right back to you
Oh that stinks. It sounds like your coworkers are either very inconsiderate or they just don't know what to say/do. Sounds like time for a new job!
Oh, and the pen thing would really really piss me off too.