Marley Soledad 4/20/2011
Esma: I'll turn him into a flea. A harmless little flea. Then Ill put that flea in a box. And put that box inside another box. Mail that box to myself. And when it arrives. ILL SMASH IT WITH A HAMMER. Its brilliant, brilliant, brilliant I tell you. Genius I say. Or to save on postage. Ill poison him with this.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your sweet baby boy. I can't imagine what you are going through but I follow Mason's blog all the time and you are such a remarkable and strong woman. Know that we are all here for you! *Hugs*
I have been so touched by your story and am praying for your whole family. I can't imagine what you are going through but I remembered seeing this video and thought that it might bring you some comfort.
Hugs mama. I'm thinking about you and sweet Mason. What a beautiful dream
"Hello, babies. Welcome to Earth. It's hot in the summer and cold in the winter. It's round and wet and crowded. At the outside, babies, you've got about a hundred years here. There's only one rule that I know of, babies. God damn it, you've got to be kind."
- Kurt Vonnegut
I'm really hoping for a miracle for you. If I were you I'd be cuddling up to my child as much as possible -- just don't get sick! If things turn out like your dream, how wonderful to know he'll be loved and cared for until you can meet him again. However, you never know what could happen... he might get to hang in there a little longer and things might not be as bad as they think. Have faith and rely on your support system. T&P to you and Mason!
~Steph
BFP 1.11.10 - Natural M/C 1.21.10 (5w5d)
BFP 9.19.10 - Mia Lynn born 5.4.11 (36w6d)
BFP 8.05.12 - waiting for Baby G2, edd 4.10.13
Thinking of you and your family, and sending you all lots of T&Ps.
The aim of life is to live, and to live means to be aware; joyously, drunkenly, serenely, divinely aware. -Henry Miller
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I am so sorry. Whatever happens, know that your son is going to be so loved and taken care of. What a beautiful dream, I hope it gives you some amount of reassurance. I will continue to pray for you!
TTC #2 since 2011 (took 1.5 years to conceive spontaneously after multiple failed clomid cycles and 1 failed clomid +IUI)
Me- PCOS, borderline hypothyroid
Him- low concentration/count
Feb 2014- started acupuncture
Feb 2014- BFP
March 2014- m/c @ 5 weeks
May 2014- HSG, all clear, started Synthroid, Femara 5mg CD 3-7 + trigger + TI= BFN
I pray that God takes care of you, your baby, and the rest of your family. I don't know what kind of solace it can bring you, but this all apart of His plan.
BFP 11/18/13. EDD 7/25/14. It's a BOY!
Surprise BFP 7/30/13. EDD 4/7/14. Natural MC 8/24/13
I am so sorry for everything you are going through. Big hugs. Your dream does sound like a sign from God that he will take good care of baby Mason until you are able to be with him again. I will continue keeping Mason (and your family) in my thoughts and prayers.
I'm so sorry about your appointment. I have been following your story closely and I am still hoping and praying for a good outcome for you. Your dream was touching and heartbreaking at the same time. I wish there was something we could do for you to ease your pain. You are such an inspiration. T&P for you...
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Reading your posts requires prep...must be alone, with tissues. I'm so sorry to hear of Mason's change. Your dream sounds etherial and hopefully gives you some peace. I think about you and Mason often. You and your family are in my prayers.
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Re: upsetting appointment today
4/20/2011
Esma: I'll turn him into a flea. A harmless little flea. Then Ill put that flea in a box. And put that box inside another box. Mail that box to myself. And when it arrives. ILL SMASH IT WITH A HAMMER. Its brilliant, brilliant, brilliant I tell you. Genius I say.
Or to save on postage. Ill poison him with this.
Tears... beautiful dream about Mason and his heavenly home...
take care. have faith. may you find peace.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your sweet baby boy. I can't imagine what you are going through but I follow Mason's blog all the time and you are such a remarkable and strong woman. Know that we are all here for you! *Hugs*
I'm so very sorry for what you and your family are going through. But Mason is a VERY lucky little boy to have such loving parents.
My prayers are with all of you... (((hugs)))
I have been so touched by your story and am praying for your whole family. I can't imagine what you are going through but I remembered seeing this video and thought that it might bring you some comfort.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=th6Njr-qkq0
Your latest post has me in tears. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I hope the dreams give you strength.
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I'm really hoping for a miracle for you. If I were you I'd be cuddling up to my child as much as possible -- just don't get sick! If things turn out like your dream, how wonderful to know he'll be loved and cared for until you can meet him again. However, you never know what could happen... he might get to hang in there a little longer and things might not be as bad as they think. Have faith and rely on your support system. T&P to you and Mason!
BFP 1.11.10 - Natural M/C 1.21.10 (5w5d)
BFP 9.19.10 - Mia Lynn born 5.4.11 (36w6d)
BFP 8.05.12 - waiting for Baby G2, edd 4.10.13
I am so sorry =(
That is a beautiful dream though.
In your heartbreaking preparations for his arrival day, please check out this organization if you feel it may help you:
https://www.nowilaymedowntosleep.org/families/
The aim of life is to live, and to live means to be aware; joyously, drunkenly, serenely, divinely aware. -Henry Miller
http://cookthehumbletable.blogspot.com/
You and baby Mason will be in my T&P's
I'm so sorry. I can't imagine what you're going through right now.
Will the doctors continue draining the excess fluid? Will that help at all?
I am so sorry. Whatever happens, know that your son is going to be so loved and taken care of. What a beautiful dream, I hope it gives you some amount of reassurance. I will continue to pray for you!
you amaze me! you are such a strong women - i don't know how i'd coup in your shoes.... i'll be praying for Mason, and hope that my prayers help.
x
BFP 11/18/13. EDD 7/25/14. It's a BOY!
Surprise BFP 7/30/13. EDD 4/7/14. Natural MC 8/24/13
I'm so sorry about your appointment. I have been following your story closely and I am still hoping and praying for a good outcome for you. Your dream was touching and heartbreaking at the same time. I wish there was something we could do for you to ease your pain. You are such an inspiration. T&P for you...
So many hugs to you and prayers to Mason.