So at 9w I miscarried and am still going thru the stages of that. I didnt realize I would be so upset, but I realize that I am putting my hurt feelings into anger feelings. I did not tell my staff at work why I was gone for a few days because of my reaction to them... they ALL had unplanned preg in their teens and early 20s. How can they relate? A few of them have thrown out the idea that I am preg b/c I missed a couple days, but my responce is "hardly".
I need help in finding a way not to be outward angry and inward sad. this is no ones fault and harder than I originally thought. It keeps getting harder...I want to move on.
Thanks for listening, I dont mean to be so angry.