The gestational sac grew, but there was still nothing in it.
We looked at my dates, and there is really no chance I conceived later than the O date FF gave me, unless it was two days later, because we stopped having intercourse. Two days later would have given me a BFP at 7 dpo, which makes it even less likely.
https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/27d3b8So the argument that I may not be as far along as I think I am just isn't really valid in my opinion.
She used a fancier ultrasound machine today and did both transvaginal and transabdominal. The sac is clearly there, and clearly larger, but clearly empty.
We agreed to wait one week and rescan next Thursday, same time. She prepped me with my options after that, D&C, the miscarriage drug, or waiting for it to naturally happen.
I have a lot to think about. Thanks everyone for the good thoughts. I don't have much hope at this point. I would just like this journey to be over.
Re: Update :(
Callan George and Bennett Charles born and died 11/7/10
FET #1 April 2011= BFN
FET #2 July 2011= no transfer because my lining sucked
FET #3 February 2012= BFP! 1st beta 9dp5dt=314 2nd beta 11dp5dt=977 1st U/S 3/20 Twins- Heart rates of 111 and 138
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"I love glitterfarts and pregnant unicorns." ~ Tim'sWifey
"Pregnancy is a beautiful thing, a natural thing, and how dare you degrade it with your yuppie wanna be rapper and his rhymes." ~ Melaneigh
"Keep your eyes wide open before marriage, and half shut afterwards." Benjamin Franklin
This exactly, sweetie. I am praying so hard for a miracle for you.
Sushi Sister to Meg 'n' Eric
"I love glitterfarts and pregnant unicorns." ~ Tim'sWifey
"Pregnancy is a beautiful thing, a natural thing, and how dare you degrade it with your yuppie wanna be rapper and his rhymes." ~ Melaneigh
"Keep your eyes wide open before marriage, and half shut afterwards." Benjamin Franklin
I'm so sorry that you have to deal with this.
ETA: I deleted what I said. The more I think about it the more I think it isn't something I should share.Photo courtesy of mrs_b
TTC#1 Chart
TTC#2 Chart
IUI #1 - #4 (repronex trigger) = BFN
IUI#5 on 10/28/2008 ** BFP 11/10/08 ** EDD 07/21/09 *** It's a GIRL (07/14/09)
med/treatment free BFP 06/28/10. EDD 03/05/11 *** GIRL #2 (02/23/11)
beta#1 @ 17dpo = 1296 .... beta#2 @ 19dpo = 3034
it's the Bug and Baby Belle!
I read it, and I do appreciate it. Good news in a negative situation is always something to hold onto. I'm just honestly tired of hope at this point. Hope is draining me to my core, especially when it most likely won't be good news in the end. It's almost as if I prepare for the worse, and go through the grieving now, then I can be ready for that news next Thursday. And if it ended up being a miracle, then there's always time to celebrate.
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::hugs::
I'll keep you in my prayers.
((hugehugs))
I'm so sorry.
2 years, 2 surgeries, 2 clomid fails, 2 IUIs, 1 loss, IVF #1 - 10/25/10 = BFP!, DS is now 3.5yrs!
TTC #2 - 6/12 surgery #3, FET #1 & 1.2 = BFN, 12/2012 FET #2 = BFP! DD is 1.5 yrs!
Surprise! 12/16/14 BFP, loss #2 12/31/14
I can't wait for the "im getting a divorce" post in 5 years or so because your husbands were fed up with your disgusting chair asses from playing on the knot all day and getting fired 4-5 times for not doing any work. you guys are all winners!! ~ Laur929
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