I know you're probably not even *supposed* to even think about this BUT, emotionally, how do you feel about baby #2 now that they arrived? Everyone always says "you love all your kids the same" and I'm sure it's true, but obviously since I only have 1 right now, I'm kind of scared that I won't love #2 enough. I know I'll love him with all my heart of course, but I'm SO crazy about A, that I just can't imagine being this crazy about another human being. Again, I know I'm going to love love love my 2nd one, but I think there's something special about your first born, idk. Then again, since we're more than likely only having 2, I guess Abraham will always be my first, but my 2nd will always be my baby. Which makes me wonder, what happens if I do end up having a 3rd? Ah, Idk I swear, the things I think about these days! Am I totally effed up though?!!? Or is this normal?