I feel like I have no right to sit here crying and being so sad. I have two gorgeous, healthy, wonderful daughters. Yet, I just found out our third baby stopped developing a few weeks ago. I haven't even talked to the dr. yet, so I don't know if I have to wait to miscarry, or have a d&c. We're leaving on vacation tomorrow for a week too... and for once, i have no desire to call the dr.'s office myself. I want to pretend it's not happening.
I also feel like maybe this is what I get for beating the odds twice. In October 2008 I was told I only had a 6% chance of getting pg on my own. Since then I've gotten pg twice. Once was 2 weeks later w/my amazing 13 month old daughter. Then, w/o even trying, I found out we were pg again on July 4. I know there are women who have it way worse than me. I am truly grateful for everything I have. Yet my heart still breaks today for my third little baby.....
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