Oh Dina, I am so so so sorry. I can't even imagine the emotions you must be feeling. I'm still praying for your little fighter. I really hope FET is your answer! Thinking of you! (((((hugs)))))
Crohn's resulting in colectomy with J-Pouch surgery in 2000/2001.
TTC since August 2008
IVF#1: BFFN; IVF#2: BFN; FET with new RE: BFN
IVF#3: ER 1/15; ET 1/20; Beta#1 1/29: 339!
Twins girls born via c/s at 37w/3d!!
"Let it go, this too shall pass."
Oh Dina. I really have no words. I wish I could say something to lift your spirits and offer hope. I hope in the coming weeks that you find a renewed hope and will go on.
This cycle may have been just a blip. A 3rd one might be just what you need.
Hugs.
dx'd with severe endo and poor egg quality
3 IUIs were all BFN
IVF #1 = c/p
IVF #2 = BFN
IVF #3 = beautiful baby girl born 2/2011;
8/2011 Surprise BFP - natural m/c at 8w;
TTC #2 2011-2012; 2 IUIs = BFN; IVF #1 = BFP 9dp5dt beta = 328; 11dp5dt = 650; 13dp5dt = 1114; 18dp5dt = 4747
I am so, so sorry. That's just such a random stroke of bad luck. I'm very impressed by your strength. I will have my fingers crossed for you that your embryo makes it to blast and freeze/thaw for FET next month. ((hugs)).
TTC in 2008. Stage II/III endo, Hashimotos hypothyroid, low morph (3%).
2 cycles Clomid/Ovidrel/TI/Crinone=BFN.
IUI #1 - 4 Follistim/Ovidrel/IUI/Crinone = BFN.
IVF #1 - Antagonist w/ ICSI 4/10. 17 retrieved, 5DT of 2, BFN
IVF #2 - Long Lupron w/ ICSI 6/10. 15 retrieved, 3DT of 2, BFFN!!
Lap 7/21/10
IVF #3 - Clomid/Antagonist w/ ICSI 10/10. 14 retreived, 3DT of 3, BFP 10/20 but m/c. No HB 11/15/10 - D&C 11/17/10.
FET - 2 blasts, 1 survived the thaw. Transfer 2/19. Beta #1 3/1 375, Beta #2 3/3 885, Beta #3 3/8 4261, Beta #4 3/11 9005. U/S 3/8 1 sac 1 yolk, U/S 3/16 1 heartbeat 114bpm!
James born Oct. 24th 2011 via c-section at 38 weeks!
Surprise BFP - Jack born April 28, 2013 via VBAC after PTL at 33 1/2 weeks!
I'm so sorry. What a horrible experience. ((hugs))
TTC with severe MFI since 9/08
IVF w/ ICSI #1 May/June 2010= BFP twins
Callan George and Bennett Charles born and died 11/7/10
FET #1 April 2011= BFN
FET #2 July 2011= no transfer because my lining sucked
FET #3 February 2012= BFP! 1st beta 9dp5dt=314 2nd beta 11dp5dt=977 1st U/S 3/20 Twins- Heart rates of 111 and 138
Living After Losing
I am so sorry!!! How damn frustrating. The only thing I can say is that I have a horribly retroverted uterus...but my RE says the position will change so one day may be tough and the next not soo bad. I have had mock transfers when they could not get in and then things went smoothly a couple weeks later...so hang in there! Again, I am so sorry.
TTC #1 since 6/08, MFI dx'd 3/09
Varicocelectomy 6/09, Hydrocelectomy 10/09
IVF with ICSI in Jan/Feb 2010
ER 2/7, ET 2/12 - transferred 2 blasts
5 snowbabies
Beta #1 = 22 #2 = 19. Chemical Pregnancy
FET May 2010
ET 5/30 - transferred 3 embies = BFN
Fall/10 Went Gluten free + New RE and Clinic
IUI #1 + Clomid 50 mg (1 follie) on 1/18
IUI #2 + Clomid 100 mg (1 follie) on 2/15
IUI# 3 + Femara 7.5 mg (1 follie) on 3/14 = BFP!!!!
Beta #1 = 172 (15dpiui) Beta #2 =683!!!
Ultrasound at 7 wks: 1 perfect beating heart.
Re: My transfer did not happen
TTC since August 2008
IVF#1: BFFN; IVF#2: BFN; FET with new RE: BFN
IVF#3: ER 1/15; ET 1/20; Beta#1 1/29: 339!
Twins girls born via c/s at 37w/3d!!
"Let it go, this too shall pass."
Oh Dina. I really have no words. I wish I could say something to lift your spirits and offer hope. I hope in the coming weeks that you find a renewed hope and will go on.
This cycle may have been just a blip. A 3rd one might be just what you need.
Hugs.
Tara & Dave - TTC since September 2006
PCOS - dx 1999 (amenorrhea) | freakishly long fallopian tubes
Hypoglycemic | thyroid issues | severely anemic
Multiple Clomid cycles of 50, 100, 150 - absolutely no response
Follistim 50/100 | Follistim 75/125 | Follistim 100/150 IUI - all BFNs
Converted IVF - BFP - m/c | FET - BFN | IVF #2 = BFN
IVF #3
Oh hon - I am so sorry. I am just heartbroken for you. I wish there were words.
I am sending tons of PPV to your embie that it will make it to blast and freeze well.
(((((hugehugs)))))
Unexplained Infertility
After two Clomid cycles, three injectable IUI cycles, two IVFs, two miscarriages, and one lap surgery, IVF #2 has brought us our little boy!
TTC #2
After months of being postponed or cancelled, FET #1.3 (Natural FET) brought us twin girls!
TTC in 2008. Stage II/III endo, Hashimotos hypothyroid, low morph (3%).
2 cycles Clomid/Ovidrel/TI/Crinone=BFN.
IUI #1 - 4 Follistim/Ovidrel/IUI/Crinone = BFN.
IVF #1 - Antagonist w/ ICSI 4/10. 17 retrieved, 5DT of 2, BFN
IVF #2 - Long Lupron w/ ICSI 6/10. 15 retrieved, 3DT of 2, BFFN!!
Lap 7/21/10
IVF #3 - Clomid/Antagonist w/ ICSI 10/10. 14 retreived, 3DT of 3, BFP 10/20 but m/c. No HB 11/15/10 - D&C 11/17/10.
FET - 2 blasts, 1 survived the thaw. Transfer 2/19. Beta #1 3/1 375, Beta #2 3/3 885, Beta #3 3/8 4261, Beta #4 3/11 9005. U/S 3/8 1 sac 1 yolk, U/S 3/16 1 heartbeat 114bpm!
James born Oct. 24th 2011 via c-section at 38 weeks!
Surprise BFP - Jack born April 28, 2013 via VBAC after PTL at 33 1/2 weeks!
Callan George and Bennett Charles born and died 11/7/10
FET #1 April 2011= BFN
FET #2 July 2011= no transfer because my lining sucked
FET #3 February 2012= BFP! 1st beta 9dp5dt=314 2nd beta 11dp5dt=977 1st U/S 3/20 Twins- Heart rates of 111 and 138
Living After Losing
OMG Dina! I am so so sorry.
hoping and praying your fighter keeps growing strong.
thinking of you
Currently pg with our 1st after 6.5 yrs of IF (thank you IVF)
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