***** TTCAL/Forever Buddy to Cour10e****** -m/c at 11w2d due to partial molar 2008 -m/c #2 2009 Beautiful daughter born February 2011 **Ultimate TTCALer 2009**
I'm heading out to go to a friend's Birthday BBQ. Sounds fun, I know. BUT, I'll be there with three other couples, all of whom are having relationship problems. Any time we all get together, they all complain about marriage and being married, while DH and I do NOT share their ideas. So....I'd rather just stay home.
Hope everyone else has a good night!
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Eleventy billion people are pregnant on DH's side of the family. One of the main reasons we are brining the Doodle with us on our Memorial Day visit is so we can play with her and ignore the bellies.
We're doing a breast cancer walk on Sunday with/for one of my BFFs who had breast cancer. It'll be that friend + her mom, friend 2 + her daughter, friend 3 + her DH + her baby that's the same age mine from pg #1 should be, and me + DH + our dogs. It's only fitting that the Infertiles bring their dogs to a Mother's Day function.
I told DH that I was going to come home, eat lunch, do the dishes, go running for an hour, shower, go shopping, make something to take to the bbq, then go to the bbq.
Instead I had a really shitty day at work, got take out for lunch, came home, laid in bed and cried. And played angry birds on my ipod.
P.S- Angry birds is the best app ever, and I recommend spending the 99 cents on it. (but there is a free small version too).
***** TTCAL/Forever Buddy to Cour10e****** -m/c at 11w2d due to partial molar 2008 -m/c #2 2009 Beautiful daughter born February 2011 **Ultimate TTCALer 2009**
I don't know if I can handle having a kid. Seriously, considering how much I worry about my dog, I think having a kid will just make me keel over from anxiety.
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
I told DH that I was going to come home, eat lunch, do the dishes, go running for an hour, shower, go shopping, make something to take to the bbq, then go to the bbq.
Instead I had a really shitty day at work, got take out for lunch, came home, laid in bed and cried. And played angry birds on my ipod.
P.S- Angry birds is the best app ever, and I recommend spending the 99 cents on it. (but there is a free small version too).
((big hugs)) I'm sorry you had a bad day.
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
It was very easy for us to get pregnant the first time (took 2 cyles of trying). We are now finishing up our 2nd cycle of trying post m/c and neither have been successful. I just really thought we would be pregnant by now because of how easy it was the first time.
Also, I'm dreading seeing my pregnant SIL tomorrow and Sunday.
I'm sitting on the couch bawling right now thinking about both of these things. I feel like such a brat but I'm so depressed right now.
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I am hoping at our closing for the new house our realtor/lawyer who just had a baby won't be bringing pictures or keep talking about her new baby. She annoyed me with her comment of knowing exactly how I feel and I will get pregnant again soon.
Jenn
3 IUI's all BFN
IVF#1 BFN
IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks
FET#1 BFN
IVF#3 BFP, m/c
FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
Re: ***Friday Confessions***
I'm heading out to go to a friend's Birthday BBQ. Sounds fun, I know. BUT, I'll be there with three other couples, all of whom are having relationship problems. Any time we all get together, they all complain about marriage and being married, while DH and I do NOT share their ideas. So....I'd rather just stay home.
Hope everyone else has a good night!
Eleventy billion people are pregnant on DH's side of the family. One of the main reasons we are brining the Doodle with us on our Memorial Day visit is so we can play with her and ignore the bellies.
We're doing a breast cancer walk on Sunday with/for one of my BFFs who had breast cancer. It'll be that friend + her mom, friend 2 + her daughter, friend 3 + her DH + her baby that's the same age mine from pg #1 should be, and me + DH + our dogs. It's only fitting that the Infertiles bring their dogs to a Mother's Day function.
I told DH that I was going to come home, eat lunch, do the dishes, go running for an hour, shower, go shopping, make something to take to the bbq, then go to the bbq.
Instead I had a really shitty day at work, got take out for lunch, came home, laid in bed and cried. And played angry birds on my ipod.
P.S- Angry birds is the best app ever, and I recommend spending the 99 cents on it. (but there is a free small version too).
-m/c at 11w2d due to partial molar 2008 -m/c #2 2009
Beautiful daughter born February 2011
**Ultimate TTCALer 2009**
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
((big hugs)) I'm sorry you had a bad day.
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
It was very easy for us to get pregnant the first time (took 2 cyles of trying). We are now finishing up our 2nd cycle of trying post m/c and neither have been successful. I just really thought we would be pregnant by now because of how easy it was the first time.
Also, I'm dreading seeing my pregnant SIL tomorrow and Sunday.
I'm sitting on the couch bawling right now thinking about both of these things. I feel like such a brat but I'm so depressed right now.
Jenn
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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