failure face

writergirl5786 · May 2010

i dreamed that i took my temp and it was up. when i woke up i was so happy...but then i remembered...it was a dream.

so i temped. and it's still low.

pretty much all hope is gone for this cycle. i don't believe i Od. and F'dWP so much that DH was asking to not have sex! and our timing would've been great. but my stupid body is worthless.

i kind of just want to start the progesterone so that this cycle will end. so that i can start clomid and actually O. is that bad? i seriously don't know when to start the progesterone. and i don't know if i should call the dr's office or not b/c they seem to think that taking the progesterone doesn't affect Oing at all. so i don't know what to do.

and it's raining. happy flippin birthday to me. i wanna stay in bed. failure face. Crying

mgh2008 · May 2010

I'm so sorry sweetie. I hope your day improves a little and you are able to enjoy your birthday. I would say maybe it's just too early for O, but I am confused b/c of your postive OPK. Can you call your dr and just let him/her know you are concerned. Sorry you have to deal with this on your b-day:(