I'm so sorry. It sucks. We were hoping for another as well but found out about a year ago that our only option would be through egg donation and that's too costly for us without some sort of guarantee. I won't lie, I still get sad from time to time, but I've generally made peace with it and also tried to look at the silver linings. It sounds like you are in the right frame of mind - kudos to you. I wish you all the best.
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