Today is CD 1 of the first cycle that SO and I are actually going to TRY to conceive. I am petrified.
Don't be scared. It can be a really great journey, albeit hard and long. DH and I have become closer in the last 13 months that we had been in the past six years. He has learned how to be supportive and that was a huge step for him, so while it might not be easy, we've benefited in other ways from this.
Today is CD 1 of the first cycle that SO and I are actually going to TRY to conceive. I am petrified.
Don't be scared. It can be a really great journey, albeit hard and long. DH and I have become closer in the last 13 months that we had been in the past six years. He has learned how to be supportive and that was a huge step for him, so while it might not be easy, we've benefited in other ways from this.
I have no idea how old you are, but you are wise beyond your years.
Today is CD 1 of the first cycle that SO and I are actually going to TRY to conceive. I am petrified.
Don't be scared. It can be a really great journey, albeit hard and long. DH and I have become closer in the last 13 months that we had been in the past six years. He has learned how to be supportive and that was a huge step for him, so while it might not be easy, we've benefited in other ways from this.
I have no idea how old you are, but you are wise beyond your years.
Today is CD 1 of the first cycle that SO and I are actually going to TRY to conceive. I am petrified.
Don't be scared. It can be a really great journey, albeit hard and long. DH and I have become closer in the last 13 months that we had been in the past six years. He has learned how to be supportive and that was a huge step for him, so while it might not be easy, we've benefited in other ways from this.
I have no idea how old you are, but you are wise beyond your years.
I will be 24 in six days.
Happy Birthday! 24 was a good year for me...I left my exhusband that year. Smartest thing I ever did.
I had a long detailed dream that I was back dating a guy I dated in high school (7 years ago, he was a good guy just not meant to be). It was so real and sweet, we were young and innocent....but when I woke up I was a little confused because the dream was so real. LOL!
Since its flame free. My internet on my cell phone wasn't working and when I went to get it fixed I found out that it wouldn't let me go on the bump, so I got a new phone that would! Yeah I bought a new phone just so I can bump!
I am thinking that every symptom I have in this 2ww is a PMS symptom in hopes that unlike every other cycle all the phantom symtoms that turned into af will turn into a BFP this cycle! Ha ha, wishful thinking!
I'm dreading lunch with my MIL and SIL...my DH decided not to come at the last minute (he's busy at work) and since I have my DS at home since I'm on vacay I feel guilty if I don't go. Sigh...don't want to go
::proceeds to throw temper tantrum::
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I have had a lot of sex dreams lately with people other than my husband. But to get things hot and heavy I tell him the dreams, but say they were with him
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Diagnosed with PCOS: 10/03, On BCP to "treat" until: 7/09
Provera to end Cycles 1-9 (anovulatory)
Cycle #4 & 5: Clomid 50 mg FAIL
RE Visit: 2000 mg Metformin
Cycle 6:Forced Break, looking for androgen secreting tumor
Cycle 7:Clomid CD 3-10, 12-17 FAIL
Cycle 8: Clomid CD 3-10, Bravelle CD 12-24 Hyperstimmed
New RE: Put on Byetta, lost 23 lbs
Cycle 9: Financial Break
Cycle 10: Femara CD 3-7, IUI CD 17 BFP on 2/14/11, m/c 3/7/11
I said I would never name our son after DH and his dad and now SIL who is KU with a boy is thinking about using the name. I still want to have the option to name our son after them especially since it is MH name!
I get anxiety attacks and I'm scared that when I'm pregnant it will be even worse
I am right there with you!! Im trying everything to get them to stop!
Don't they suck! I'm seeing a shrink actually and it has helped a lot, diagnosed generalized anxiety disorder and Panic disorder. I've heard both people say they got better during pregnancy and worse. Fingers crossed they are not as bad.
A girl I know just got pregnant, she has beaten cancer. I'm not jealous or resentful, I am truly happy for her, but it did make me say to myself "wow, she's had CANCER and she can get pregnant and you can't. How f-ed up is your body?"
I told one of my girlfriends when we hung out this weekend that I'd be really upset if she got pregnant before I did. I would! She's unmarried and doesn't have a prospect, but she was talking about her clock ticking and how she could just get knocked up by a one-night-stand. I'm so glad she wasn't mad, it just slipped out.
I just weighed myself this morning and I am way heavier than I thought...ugh...I'll be at the gym everyday for the next month
This is the same for me to the point. The true confession though is even though I say I am going to the gym...I know I will be a loser an not end up going as much as I would like to. Good luck Ashley hope your motivation is better than mine!
Cherish yesterday, Live today
and always Dream for tomorrow!?
Today is CD 1 of the first cycle that SO and I are actually going to TRY to conceive. I am petrified.
We have TTC several times, and I am petrified every time. I figure my petrified-ness will wear off sometime around the time I get a second pink line. Then I won't be petrified, I'll be terrified.
I have had a lot of sex dreams lately with people other than my husband. But to get things hot and heavy I tell him the dreams, but say they were with him
LOL LOL this is so funny because the same thing happens to me and I do the same thing to my husband. Wow now I don't feel so dirty.
Cherish yesterday, Live today
and always Dream for tomorrow!?
I get anxiety attacks and I'm scared that when I'm pregnant it will be even worse
I am right there with you!! Im trying everything to get them to stop!
Don't they suck! I'm seeing a shrink actually and it has helped a lot, diagnosed generalized anxiety disorder and Panic disorder. I've heard both people say they got better during pregnancy and worse. Fingers crossed they are not as bad.
Mine are pretty bad. I got alot of them last month but this month I seem to be better. People keep telling me I will never get pregnant if I keep having these attacks (GRRRR!!). I used to be on zoloft but am off it because of ttc. I have tried exercise more and eat better. Yoga seems to be relaxing me alot. I almost feel asleep at my desk yesterday. Of course I cant stretch like those woman in my class yet! haha. Have you thought of trying yoga. I was shocked at how much better I feel these past 2 weeks. Plus I cut out all caf. I dont think that helps us anxious people. Good luck! I too am hoping I become less anxious once pregnant
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I get anxiety attacks and I'm scared that when I'm pregnant it will be even worse
I am right there with you!! Im trying everything to get them to stop!
Don't they suck! I'm seeing a shrink actually and it has helped a lot, diagnosed generalized anxiety disorder and Panic disorder. I've heard both people say they got better during pregnancy and worse. Fingers crossed they are not as bad.
Mine are pretty bad. I got alot of them last month but this month I seem to be better. People keep telling me I will never get pregnant if I keep having these attacks (GRRRR!!). I used to be on zoloft but am off it because of ttc. I have tried exercise more and eat better. Yoga seems to be relaxing me alot. I almost feel asleep at my desk yesterday. Of course I cant stretch like those woman in my class yet! haha. Have you thought of trying yoga. I was shocked at how much better I feel these past 2 weeks. Plus I cut out all caf. I dont think that helps us anxious people. Good luck! I too am hoping I become less anxious once pregnant
I've tried so many physical things to try to get them to stop, I did no caffeine for a month (didn't help) exercise (didn't help) started my weight loss thing with WW (this helped!) but I think my problem is I'm a control freak and I'm not great with expressing emotion so I'm trying to do that which seems to be helping. I've never tried meds for it, I figured since we were going to TTC that I would not be able to stay on them anyway. I feel for anyone who has anxiety its so hard to explain if you never had an anxiety attack, it feels like no one understands.
We had a potluck at work once, and I was bringing the meatballs. On my way to work, some jerk stopped fast in front of me, and the crock-pot I had the meatballs in tipped over and they all fell out.
I put them back in.
And yes, I know this is horrible, but in my defense, when they fell out, they piled up on top of each other, and I only put the ones back in that hadn't actually touched the floor, and just to be safe, I ran them all under water at work before I heated them for 2 hours in sauce and served them.
I said I would never name our son after DH and his dad and now SIL who is KU with a boy is thinking about using the name. I still want to have the option to name our son after them especially since it is MH name!
If I wanted the name I would use it. Don't let that stop you.
We had a potluck at work once, and I was bringing the meatballs. On my way to work, some jerk stopped fast in front of me, and the crock-pot I had the meatballs in tipped over and they all fell out.
I put them back in.
And yes, I know this is horrible, but in my defense, when they fell out, they piled up on top of each other, and I only put the ones back in that hadn't actually touched the floor, and just to be safe, I ran them all under water at work before I heated them for 2 hours in sauce and served them.
My ILs, for the second year in a row, have bought our unconceived child a Christmas present (think random toys - not family heirlooms or something sentimental that might even be close to okay). Talk about pressure...and inappropriateness. We've even told them how we don't appreciate it and they did it anyway this year. It makes me very uncomfortable and it's completely rude and none of their business! They don't know we're TTC, so these "gifts" are pure pressure. Part of me wants to tell them we're TTC so they can stop saying "someday you'll be ready..." but I know that telling them will only make the line of questioning even worse...It makes me not want to see them anymore because they are relentless.
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My husband wanted to do it last night. He doesn't initiate sex very often, so I wanted to turned him down for fear that he's not going to be interested next week when we need to do it.
DH and I set the date for moving to Colorado Springs (Spring 2011 -- super excited!!!). I dread telling my MIL because I know she's going to get all weepy and irritating.
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Don't be scared. It can be a really great journey, albeit hard and long. DH and I have become closer in the last 13 months that we had been in the past six years. He has learned how to be supportive and that was a huge step for him, so while it might not be easy, we've benefited in other ways from this.
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I thought the guy that came to fix the copier yesterday was hot
I must be gearing up to ovulate or something!
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I will be 24 in six days.
Happy Birthday! 24 was a good year for me...I left my exhusband that year. Smartest thing I ever did.
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Last night I dreamt about having a girl on girl encounter at work.. it was pleasurable.. but I swear I am strickly d*ckly..
You're not alone! I made ham and bean soup yesterday. Yum but now... I'm just glad I work alone.
I have a terrible relationship with my father and I am ready to cut him out of my life for good.
I'm dreading lunch with my MIL and SIL...my DH decided not to come at the last minute (he's busy at work) and since I have my DS at home since I'm on vacay I feel guilty if I don't go. Sigh...don't want to go
::proceeds to throw temper tantrum::
Dont feel bad Meycitaa..its only natural to feel bad sometimes..
agreed...see siggy...that's the last time he was in big boy underwear...it was a disaster!
BFP #1 05/16/10 EDD 01/13/11 natural m/c 11w1d (unknown cause)
BFP #2 03/24/11 EDD 12/06/11 missed m/c D&C 10w (Triploidy xxx)
BFP #3 12/24/11 EDD 09/02/12 missed m/c D&C 10w4d (Triploidy xxx)
BFP #4 02/10/14 EDD 10/19/14 - Baby boy made his arrival 10/02/14!
BFP #5 05/08/15 EDD 01/19/16 C/P 05/14/15
BFP #6 06/05/15 EDD 02/18/16 *It's a GIRL!!*
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I am right there with you!! Im trying everything to get them to stop!
SAIF Always Welcome
Diagnosed with PCOS: 10/03, On BCP to "treat" until: 7/09
Provera to end Cycles 1-9 (anovulatory)
Cycle #4 & 5: Clomid 50 mg FAIL
RE Visit: 2000 mg Metformin
Cycle 6:Forced Break, looking for androgen secreting tumor
Cycle 7:Clomid CD 3-10, 12-17 FAIL
Cycle 8: Clomid CD 3-10, Bravelle CD 12-24 Hyperstimmed
New RE: Put on Byetta, lost 23 lbs
Cycle 9: Financial Break
Cycle 10: Femara CD 3-7, IUI CD 17 BFP on 2/14/11, m/c 3/7/11
I said I would never name our son after DH and his dad and now SIL who is KU with a boy is thinking about using the name. I still want to have the option to name our son after them especially since it is MH name!
Don't they suck! I'm seeing a shrink actually and it has helped a lot, diagnosed generalized anxiety disorder and Panic disorder. I've heard both people say they got better during pregnancy and worse. Fingers crossed they are not as bad.
BFP #1 05/16/10 EDD 01/13/11 natural m/c 11w1d (unknown cause)
BFP #2 03/24/11 EDD 12/06/11 missed m/c D&C 10w (Triploidy xxx)
BFP #3 12/24/11 EDD 09/02/12 missed m/c D&C 10w4d (Triploidy xxx)
BFP #4 02/10/14 EDD 10/19/14 - Baby boy made his arrival 10/02/14!
BFP #5 05/08/15 EDD 01/19/16 C/P 05/14/15
BFP #6 06/05/15 EDD 02/18/16 *It's a GIRL!!*
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A girl I know just got pregnant, she has beaten cancer. I'm not jealous or resentful, I am truly happy for her, but it did make me say to myself "wow, she's had CANCER and she can get pregnant and you can't. How f-ed up is your body?"
I told one of my girlfriends when we hung out this weekend that I'd be really upset if she got pregnant before I did. I would! She's unmarried and doesn't have a prospect, but she was talking about her clock ticking and how she could just get knocked up by a one-night-stand. I'm so glad she wasn't mad, it just slipped out.
I am completely useless at work today.
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This is the same for me to the point. The true confession though is even though I say I am going to the gym...I know I will be a loser an not end up going as much as I would like to. Good luck Ashley hope your motivation is better than mine!
We have TTC several times, and I am petrified every time. I figure my petrified-ness will wear off sometime around the time I get a second pink line. Then I won't be petrified, I'll be terrified.
Terrified and happy.
LOL LOL this is so funny because the same thing happens to me and I do the same thing to my husband. Wow now I don't feel so dirty.
Mine are pretty bad. I got alot of them last month but this month I seem to be better. People keep telling me I will never get pregnant if I keep having these attacks (GRRRR!!). I used to be on zoloft but am off it because of ttc. I have tried exercise more and eat better. Yoga seems to be relaxing me alot. I almost feel asleep at my desk yesterday. Of course I cant stretch like those woman in my class yet! haha. Have you thought of trying yoga. I was shocked at how much better I feel these past 2 weeks. Plus I cut out all caf. I dont think that helps us anxious people. Good luck! I too am hoping I become less anxious once pregnant
I've tried so many physical things to try to get them to stop, I did no caffeine for a month (didn't help) exercise (didn't help) started my weight loss thing with WW (this helped!) but I think my problem is I'm a control freak and I'm not great with expressing emotion so I'm trying to do that which seems to be helping. I've never tried meds for it, I figured since we were going to TTC that I would not be able to stay on them anyway. I feel for anyone who has anxiety its so hard to explain if you never had an anxiety attack, it feels like no one understands.
BFP #1 05/16/10 EDD 01/13/11 natural m/c 11w1d (unknown cause)
BFP #2 03/24/11 EDD 12/06/11 missed m/c D&C 10w (Triploidy xxx)
BFP #3 12/24/11 EDD 09/02/12 missed m/c D&C 10w4d (Triploidy xxx)
BFP #4 02/10/14 EDD 10/19/14 - Baby boy made his arrival 10/02/14!
BFP #5 05/08/15 EDD 01/19/16 C/P 05/14/15
BFP #6 06/05/15 EDD 02/18/16 *It's a GIRL!!*
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We had a potluck at work once, and I was bringing the meatballs. On my way to work, some jerk stopped fast in front of me, and the crock-pot I had the meatballs in tipped over and they all fell out.
I put them back in.
And yes, I know this is horrible, but in my defense, when they fell out, they piled up on top of each other, and I only put the ones back in that hadn't actually touched the floor, and just to be safe, I ran them all under water at work before I heated them for 2 hours in sauce and served them.
There. It's out.
and have 2 cousins with the same first name?
LMAO I would have done the same thing!