I was just over on Eco-Friendly Family and I realized: I can't do it. I can't post there. I just can't. I see several ladies with 3 babies in 4 years and omg, it's a knife. All the ladies posting their newborn diaper stashes and on and on and on.
This is it, isn't it? This is the only place I can post right now, isn't it?
Ugh. I mean, it's envy. I don't blame them. I'm just so very jealous I can't have what they have.
It's been tough around here lately. It's sinking in. 2 losses in 5 months is bullsh*t. And so many have been through so much more. Blah.
Re: I can't go anywhere else, can I?
Summer 2011
I hear ya. Even my local Nest board is nothing but baby and kid crap. I feel like I can't even venture over there either.
I totally relate to the 2 miscarriages in a short interval. It's heartbreaking and it sucks.
Staying here is safe for the most part. It's hard to watch people leave, but just remember that you will be one of them as well. I refuse to boomerang back here like last time.
My thoughts exactly.
It sucks, no two ways about it. And unless you've been through it, you can't understand what it's like to suffer a loss. Maybe just give yourself some time and some breathing room.
Glad to see another Mile-High'er!