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Bad Day Already

nygrl79nygrl79
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I broke down this morning.  I haven't cried once through this entire process and this morning, I just couldn't stop. 

It is all because I did a stupid thing.  I couldn't sleep and POAS in the middle of the night even though I am only 10dpo.  It was a BFN.  I thought I could handle it, after all, it is still so early and it may be a false BFN, but I just cried and cried and couldn't stop.  My DH woke up....poor guy had an important meeting this morning and didn't sleep well because of me.

To make matters worse, when I went for my chiropratcor appointment at 9 a.m., there was a baby in his waiting room!!!  He was about 11 months, walking, but barely.  He was so cute and it hurt so much. 

 

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  • gringa78gringa78
    ((HUGS))  I took a test yesterday morning and thought I could handle it too.  I went into the bathroom last night to cry so I wouldn't wake up DH...although I probably did anyway.  I understand.  This whole process is awful.
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  • Me&Mr.TMe&Mr.T
    ((HUGS)) I am sorry honey.
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  • Mrs.NYCMrs.NYC

    sometimes you need a good cry :( I didn that the first IUI and was so bummed that I was crying and was so inconsolable, DH thought I had lost my marbles. 

    ((HUGS)) 

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  • MoFreeMoFree member

    I'm so sorry.   You know that a 10dpo is too early.  Hold out testing for a few days and hopefully different results.

    We all have days like that.

    TTC since 3-08 IVF # 1 Dec 2011 BFP DD born at 31 weeks 6-24-12

    FET #1 Dec 2013 BFN

    FET # 2 Feb 2014 BFN

    No more frosties

    IVF #2. September 2014

    PGD yielded 2 perfect 5d blasts

    SET November 9, 2014
    Nov 23, 2014. Another BFN

    Not sure where to go from here.

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