It has been a few months now since I had the M/C and after dealing with anger, anxiety, & depression, I have finally gained control of myself again and we are considering to begin TTC. I ovulate in the next week and I am going thru a mix of emotions right now! I am super excited and terrified all at the same time! In the beginning of the day i wake up so thrilled thinking of baby names, crib decor etc.. but by the end I am feeling that dread creep up... "Can I do this again" "what if I lose another"....I want to have a baby but part of me if so scared... but I think i will always be WHENEVER I try again... Ugh I guess I am just wondering what your experiences were like when you tried...I need advice and maybe a BIG drink to clam my nerves :-)
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