very bad news...

2ndGeneration

I started spotting today, called midwife and went for ultrasound...no more heartbeat and development stopped. So, I'm at home resting and will see her tomorrow to discuss management of this process.

 

 I'm sad of course but I don't regret having tried to have a baby now...if we hadn't tried we've always have wondered, I guess. I just hope to get through this process quickly and without complication. I'd prefer to let it all happen naturally, we'll discuss all this tomorrow, right now I'm mind-boggled.

babyL2

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss.  Thoughts and prayers.

goatgirlnyc

I'm so sorry. That's such sad news. Rest up and take care.

ShellBear+

I'm so sorry for your loss.

honeyforlunch

I am so sorry. It can be so painful. Usually, it takes awhile to heal from this. Please take good care of yourself. 

danieleandwayne

I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you take the time you need to mourn your loss so you can move forward. ((hugs))

supersarah77

Oh no, that is very sad news. You're in my thoughts.

2ndGeneration

Thank you all. I am ok right now. The midwife presented three options for me to consider-D&C, a medication, and natural...I'm tending toward med or natural, but I just want to get it going.

happywifemomofone

I am so sorry......I know there are no words.  Will be keeping you in my T & P.

 

MrsNukem

I'm so sorry for your loss.

athleticmommy

I'm very sorry to hear this. Please take care of yourself.

Abeille

I'm so sorry for your loss.

JilliansMoma

I'm very sorry for your loss. 

lisaphilbrick

I'm so sorry:(

Guennie

I've been where you are now and know the shock and heartache, I am so very sorry and wish you a timely outcome. There are many phases in the grieving process, give yourself the time you need. You will be in my thoughts. Hugs.

kje120

I'm so very sorry for your loss.

AliSarah

I'm so sorry for your loss.

Bigboneded

Sorry....

2ndGeneration

Thank you everyone. I decided to use cytotec, but actually I was already in progress anyways which was good-it was not a long process and I was at home, fairly comfortable. I felt better yesterday and even more so today.

 

 Dh and I are disappointed but not devastated. We are glad we tried, despite the outcome. We are not going to try again at this time-we both feel the same about it. 

 

 We are getting a new apple tree to plant in baby's memory-we had a couple beautiful ones when we moved here but the freak October snowstorm a few years back toppled them. So the new tree will blossom every year around this time...I'll look forward to that every year and it will be a positive memory.

 

 I do wish I could figure out how to get rid of the ticker ...

Guennie

Go to your signature and simply highlight and then delete the link to your ticker.  It's sometimes slow to update but if you click save a few times it should do it.  All the best to you, glad it went quickly.  Hugs.