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Down Day (BFP Mentioned)

So, it has been 11 days since my Lap surgery and I am feeling really good. I might even go back to the gym tomorrow.  I got AF last night (CD24) which I know that LAP surgery can play with your cycle. It is actually more of a relief and now I don?t have to sit around and wait for it. Doctor said we have to wait until my March cycle to start on any meds again. The Doc told me to ?relax? this cycle, yeah like that will happen.

Today, I got coffee with my BF today and I know her and her DH have been trying for a while and she told me today she got a BFP. I am over the moon happy for her and happy she told me but now I am left feeling a bit down. Also, I am supposed to go to my other friends 1 year olds Birthday Party today. I hate to be this way, but the weather is really crappy here and I am thinking about using it as an excuse not to go.

Ugh, I just hate what IF has done to me and my emotions. I am trying to be more positive about our situation and pray that our time will come. No real point to this post over than to vent.

Hope everyone is having a nice Sunday and a good rest of the week.

Me 29/ DH 31 TTC = 11/11 HSG = Normal, LH = Low (almost normal) FSH = LOW, DHEA = HIGH SA = Normal 11/12: 50mg of Clomid = BFN 12/12: 50mg Clomid + Estrogen Patch +Progesterone (2x a day) = BFN 1/13: Benched - FU Cyst 1/31: Laparoscopy to remove cysts on right ovary 2/13: AF arrived(2/9)Trying on our own till April

Re: Down Day (BFP Mentioned)

  • I am sorry you are having a bad IF day, we've all been there.

    I say skip the party and focus on taking care of you.

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  • I'm sorry. I can totally relate to being so happy for friends but also feeling sad at the same time. IF does suck, I'm so sorry.
  • Thanks ladies for the kind words. These two friends are my closest, best friends who have been there with me through my ride with IF. I am so happy for them, but days like today just bum me out. I think an afternoon with bad TV is in order!

    Me 29/ DH 31 TTC = 11/11 HSG = Normal, LH = Low (almost normal) FSH = LOW, DHEA = HIGH SA = Normal 11/12: 50mg of Clomid = BFN 12/12: 50mg Clomid + Estrogen Patch +Progesterone (2x a day) = BFN 1/13: Benched - FU Cyst 1/31: Laparoscopy to remove cysts on right ovary 2/13: AF arrived(2/9)Trying on our own till April
  • I totally know what you mean by being happy and bummed at the same time.  I remember when my neighbor told me she was pg I just started crying even though I was happy for them.  I'd just take a day to relax.

    Glad you're feeling better after your lap.

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    I am sorry you are having a bad IF day, we've all been there.

    I say skip the party and focus on taking care of you.

    I agree with this
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  • I'm so sorry. Down days suck. I like the idea that someone posted recently about planning something nice just for you for after the party. Or just take the time for yourself if you really feel like not going. Hugs!!



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  • Sorry you are having one of those days. They suck but we all have them!
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  • 1 year old birthday parties are the worst (in my humble opinion). I'd skip it! Sorry you're having a rough time!
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    9/12: lap / hysteroscopy: found and removed mild endometriosis, cervical polyp, and 2 para-tubular cysts
    5/13 IVF #1: Follistim, Menopur, Ganirelix, 10R/4M/4F, ET of 2, 5 cell and 4 cell, no frosties = BFN
    12/13 IVF #2 = November / December 2013. Microdose Lupron Protocol: 15R/6M/6F, Froze all 6 due to high E2 and P4
    FET 1: Jan 22, 2014 of one 4AB blast and one 3BB blast (3 blasts on ice!)
    BFP on HPT 4dp5dt, Beta #1 9dp5dt: 310, Beta #2 11dp5dt: 899
    First u/s on 2/17/14: TWINS!!!!! both w/HBs of 114 at 6w3d, HBs 150 and 152 at 7w5d

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  • Ugh, sorry you had to hear about a BFP, it's so hard. Hope you ended up having a better than expected day, no matter what you decided to do.  Hang in there!
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