Today is one month, and tomorrow her due date

Noethola

Its an aweful weekend all the way around. A month ago today we delivered her. Tomorrow would have been her due date.

Sometimes I feel like I am living in a dream. There are times that I can hardly believe we were pregnant and delivered our baby. Other times, I cannot belive that she isnt still living. Its such a roller coaster, as you ladies know. Some moments you are doing ok, some moments you are overwhelemed with grief.

I look at the pictures and they make me smile and cry. I am so glad to have gotten to hold her little body, and so sad that she never got to look me in the eye.

Sweet Elsie, we miss you like crazy.

lrichmond86

So sorry you're meeting this milestone. One month is really hard. I won't say that it gets easier, because I know that doesn't make today any better. Sending tp for you and your sweet Elsie.

thecuddleeffect

Big hugs to you

Tomorrow is my one month, today sucked. I was a mopey, b*tchy mess. DH keeps asking me why I am so angry (in general). I'm just pissed that this happened to us and I still cant wrap my mind around the fact that it happened. I want to wake up from it, but I know I never will.

 

I'm right there with you and these sad feelings. xoxo

I'll be thinking of you, your DH and your sweet baby Elsie.

jbranden12

((hugs)) after we lost Patricia, it was hard for me to believe that the world kept going on. I couldn't imagine my life without her. We recently passed her nine month birthday, and we are still standing. I still think about her all day long, but we have are working hard to open our hearts to our new dreams in this alternate reality. I am thankful you have good memories of your daughter to hold on to and I wish your family peace tomorrow.