I haven't been checking in that much lately, but I have been reading every post, and I am so heartbroken to see so many new moms here. As some of you know I recently found out I was pregnant again. Sadly, today it was determined that this pregnancy is not viable. I don't want to go to mc board, even though that is what I am going through, it so different after having a stillborn.
It is really bringing up all the emotions of loss and wishing she was here, and thinking *she should be here!* We have already been struggling with with the holidays and family not understanding why we are still grieving, and now with another mc on top of everything, its really hard.