I haven't been checking in that much lately, but I have been reading every post, and I am so heartbroken to see so many new moms here. As some of you know I recently found out I was pregnant again. Sadly, today it was determined that this pregnancy is not viable. I don't want to go to mc board, even though that is what I am going through, it so different after having a stillborn.
It is really bringing up all the emotions of loss and wishing she was here, and thinking *she should be here!* We have already been struggling with with the holidays and family not understanding why we are still grieving, and now with another mc on top of everything, its really hard.
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Jillian Rose- born 8/26/12 at 24 weeks. "It broke my heart to lose you but you didn't go alone, for a part of me went with you, the day God took you home"
I love you always, my beautiful girl.
Hysteroscopy 3/1/13 Dx: Unicornuate uterus
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BFP 3/18/13- Please be our Rainbow, we love you so much already.
6/4/13-Found out we're having a BOY!!
10/30/13-He's here!! Happy Birthday, Ryan! We love you so much! xo
In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11. Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me Missing you tonight, see you again sometime For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight I'll love you forever I'll like you for always Now and Forever My baby you'll be
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I am so sorry for you, it really is not fair at all. I bet this time of year makes it even harder, I am praying for you right now.
I understand why you don't want to be on the mc page, you belong here because we know and understand what you went through and we know how much you wanted this pregnancy to work out. I am so sorry.
Hang in there, your in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs to you..
Due with baby boy # 2 in May 2016
DD #1 born January 2014
BFP#1 - 11/27/09 EDD 8/5/10, DS1 arrived 7/24/10 via emergency c-section.
BFP#2 - 6/18/12 EDD 2/23/13, sweet baby girl born sleeping on 10/4/12 at 19 weeks, 3 days.
BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.
BFP #4 - 8/29/13 EDD 5/12/14, our sweet rainbow, DS2 born 4/29/14 via c-section
BFP #2 - Sylvie V. Q. born and died on 10.28.11 at 21w.
BFP #3 - Evie V. Q. Fetal demise @ 16w. DC 7.8.12
BFP #4 - Beatrix V. Q. Born 6.2.13 at 23w6d.
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***Congratulations to my TTCAL buddy Roxyttandme!! It's a GIRL!! Charlotte arrived on 9/29!!!!***
PGaL/PAL Always Welcome!!